So I haven't even posted anything in months. And I know no one reads this any more anyway. But I guess this is just for me and I'm ok with that. Why does anyone really need to read my feelings anyway ( Read more... )

I don't even know why I'm writing this right now because it really doesn't matter and it's not going to change things. But I finally realize what has been wrong with me for the past few days ( Read more... )

So i walked past the green this afternoon and the only thought that came to mind was "what are these people doing with their lives?" How do people have so much time to spare that they can just lie outside and tan and play frisbee and do absolutely nothing all day long ( Read more... )

 I'm sick of this feeling of inadequacy that is just consuming me lately. Every time I start to feel a little bit better about myself or feel like I've actually accomplished something minimally significant it all just comes back and smacks me in the face. I work my ass off...I spend more time doing homework and studying than most people I know... ( Read more... )

 so today, i was lucky enough to hear and contribute to emma and shannon's theory on boobs. this began with an observational study on me and coral compared to the 2 of them. here we go ( Read more... )

 so i'm currently finishing up what is quite possibly the longest procrastination session i've had in quite a while. in the almost 2 hours i allotted for reading and maybe even getting ahead and doing work that's due thursday (considering i will barely be home until about 10 tomorrow night), i looked at random shit online, watching "so you think ( Read more... )

 so this is just me writing about nothing of actual relevance. but i feel like i have the time so I should at least pretend that I still write. it's been an odd night. i'm not used to not having any work to do, so tonight i figured i would get some people together and watch movies or hang out or do something. but go figure, the one night i don't ( Read more... )

 So Rachel, thank you for being incredible and being the one I know I can always trust to listen ( Read more... )

So it's 11:55 and I'm back at school and my first class of the semester is 9:30 tomorrow. I just wanna take a moment to actually let myself feel. I've been trying to deny it for the past few days, and that obviously hasn't been working out so well. I feel so out of it, blah, awkward, introverted. Which overall doesn't make sense because before ( Read more... )

Happy and healthy new year to all!

It blows my mind that it's now 2010.  September 2005 we entered freshman year of high school. And now look where we all are. It's mind-blowing. I try to think back and remember who I was then, and I really barely remember. And I don't know whether that's good or bad. But I guess it isn't really relevant considering ( Read more... )