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paincausedscars

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Jan 08, 2005 21:14

Yeah..so...My life is falling apart in front of my eyes...Everyone keeps telling me that I'll be ok..that my mom will be ok...But I know better..I see her everyday, and I see all the weight she's losing and how she has no hair..and they can't do chemo because of how sick she is. She's fading away right in front of my eyes and theres nothing I can ( Read more... )

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tornvelvetheart January 9 2005, 02:40:50 UTC

Sweetheart...That brought tears to my eyes. You don't know how badly I wish there was something I could say....but theres nothing. I can't even begin to fathom how you are feeling. I love you so much, and I hate that this is happening to you. I need to make sure that you know...whether its 3 in the afternoon or 3 in the morning...you know my number...if you need to call...please...I beg you to do it. You know I'll listen to anything you say...especially if you have to cry. I love you so much...and I'm so sorry.

paincausedscars January 12 2005, 19:22:22 UTC

I'm just trying really hard to deal with this. It's been really hard on me and i seriously feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know what to do anymore.

mistaken_child January 10 2005, 03:03:50 UTC

terri i know it's a bad time for u right now but just look at this in a positive way i know it'll be hard but u both will pull threw it, i know. im hear to listen to u and my shoulder is here for u too lenan on. i really dont know wut all to say and im sory but we will talk tomorrow at skool.....
luv ya
luv,
lucie

paincausedscars January 11 2005, 02:41:24 UTC

Lucie, you rock, you're an awesome friend, you should know that. You make ever day at school so much better...oh yeah..by the way..im going to end up sleeping with you know who before he leaves lol. hahaha... Love ya.

mistaken_child January 11 2005, 16:51:57 UTC

yeah i know and i hope it's great for u!!!! i wanna know evry detail lol......see u in a lil bit.
luv ya,
luv lucie

paincausedscars January 12 2005, 19:24:27 UTC

haha. you know it will be I mean come on now, look at him lol

star_dreamer430 January 11 2005, 20:12:02 UTC

ter bear... i miss u a lot, and i cried readin that cuz i know that you do really love your mom. she is really a wonderful person, and i hope she can somehow pull through all of the pain. i love you and her, and i hope you can make her smile again.

paincausedscars January 12 2005, 19:26:03 UTC

I miss you too. I'm just trying really hard not to break down in front of everyone and just give in to all this stuff thats going on. I just feel really alone. theres nothing left i can do anymore..its crazy...