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[paincausedscars]

I look at myself right now, and I realize im not the person I wanted to be 3 years ago. I'm going to be 19 years old in 3 weeks, and Im still not a highschool graduate. I wanted to be in college right now, I wanted to be attempting my writing career right now. But instead, I'm not even done with highschool. I feel like such a failure, and I feel

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[star_dreamer430]

you are not a failure. you are doing something incredible right now and thats taking care of your mom. she needs you right now, and i know you will always be there for her. you aren't a failure in life. you still have a long time to live and a lot ahead of you. i know you will be able to do what you want because you are so amazing. i love you terri. be strong for now. for your mom. even if your mom isnt having much luck with family, she is lucky to have someone like you at her side.

[paincausedscars]

aww..that made me cry...i just feel like everything i do is pointless because I didnt do what she wanted me to. I would take care of her until the day I die. And I will if thats how its gonna be. Just to see her live one more day. But yeah. thanks a lot. I LOVE YOU!!!