So, people ask me why I cut my hair. It's because I'm not happy with myself and I feel like if I make slight changes to myself..or in this case..a major change..then maybe..just maybe..I'll finally be happy with myself. I hope so. Because I don't wanna keep changing my looks to make myself feel good. But it happens right? Everyone goes through a ( Read more... )

Whats it like to be happy? To not be betrayed by everyone and then to see who you thought was once your friend...slowly become an enemy. I don't know what I should do about this..should I tell them...or do I keep it to myself. To much going on inside my head. i just can't stand it anymore. Im not sure who I can trust and who I can't. Its to the ( Read more... )

There are some people who say they are your friends, then they are those who show it, but you also have those that hurt you more than words could ever say. I don't understand some people. I thought I could trust them, but they go and do something so unforgiveable. I don't understand people ( Read more... )

Hey all. Its been awhile. so I figured Id update. As of now. My mom wants to move to Garden City and I was thinking that if I do, maybe Ill just finish school there. I need to know though, anyone who reads this, that lives in Garden City, please tell me what to expect. I know this is going to sound absolutly pathetic, But i think I need to get out ( Read more... )

So..im up..I can't sleep. I haven't slept in what feels like days. I don't know. I think its just I'm longing for something that I can't have right now. I just don't get life. I don't get anything anymore. I feel like crap. I've been sick for weeks and thats not going away. I hate feeling like this. I need to be ok, but I don't feel ok. I miss so ( Read more... )

me and jeff are done. nothing anymore. and you know what? its for the best. so Jeff. have a great life. I didnt really do everything I said I did. You just hurt me.

Will someone...anyone...take me away from this pain?...

You are not a friend if you don't make time for the people who once cared about you deeply. See. I don't know. I thought I missed my friends, and I thought they missed me too, but I don't think thats true anymore. I mean, come on now. When you are friends with someone, you hang out, right? If you don't, you are just people that know each other. I ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!

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