well...it has been a week today that me and jamie have been apart...and to tell you the truth..I don't konw if I can do this or not...I saw him today...and just seeing him...and tlaking to him...it's killed me...I miss him so much..I have called and there is no answer..I guess this is the part where I go crying back...but I don't want to do that ( Read more... )

well...me and jamie have broken things off...it's hard...but life carries on..he confesses his love for me...then leaves....*he wants to still talk...he wants to still see me and be with me** but i just don't know if my heart can take that pain or not....for the love that i hold for him is strong and is hard to ignore....but it's amazing how old ( Read more... )

me and jamie went to the Braks yesterday** it was so much fun...we got on the padddle boats and everything** i had never been on one...then we went over to this little island out in the lake and i got in the water** it was funny because he tried to start paddling and about left me there**when we left he petted on me and told me everything that was ( Read more... )

i am so tired..here lately I have been takin a buncha stackers so i can stay up for work and actually get shit done and then not goin to bed til 4 or 5 in the morning....im dyin...well...things are okay right now i guess....i have a few emotional conflicts that I am fighting within my self....but other than that lifes good....Me and jamie are still ( Read more... )

well...a lot has changed I have moved out of mom's into a trailer..out of a trailer into a house...and now I am back at my mom's looking for an apartment...I have a boyfriend now...we have been together for almost two months...he's from Kentucky and the greatest guy ever..I love him to death...umm...still working at Pizza Plus...err*day....it ain't ( Read more... )

im falling in love with a man that i may never be with...and i miss him like crazy and my phone isn't ringing....

as my life passes me by i stop to catch my breath ( Read more... )

another day another lonely tear that streams down my face...I have the man of my very dreams in my grasp but I am too scared to let things happen and too afraid of the rejection to fully express my true emotions...why dos love have to be so complicated?

GrEgOrY AaRoN pAyNe I LoVe YoU mOrE ThAn LiFe ItSeLf

Anyone wanna hangout this weekend...just call me..i am bored outta my mind and have NOTHING to do...LoL

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well...I think that this one is going to be perdy long..so if no one reads it it's all good...well we all know that I am graduated..and that everything was going great...got a good b/f...treats me great...do anything for me...got some of the best friends in the world and I couldn't ask for anything more..well that was until I discovered a small ( Read more... )