What is this period of my life I am in where I want every girl in the world to like me. I put up a picture where girls cant see my face entirely. That way they can atleast get a taste of my personality before they judge me soley by appearence than i send them my best pic in which they either think im hot or they dont. I don't try to be hott at all ( Read more... )

The ones who wont do it will talk about doing it, the ones who will wont say a word but just shed a tear, the ones who talk are looking for help the ones that dont realize that no one wants to help. Yes Im talking about suicide, no im not thinking about suicide no i dont have a reason to live nor do i have a reason to die. The major reason I would ( Read more... )

I am no rain man. I can not guess the future, never knew who was the killer, I never thought Sadam would be found in a cellar's crawlspace by a few troops, and I never thought so many could get away with porking little boys in the ass just because they are singers or saints. I am not going to talk about that because that story most already know and ( Read more... )

So Fishy dumped me cause I am an atheist basically cause I told her I wouldnt marry her cause it involves god and religious shit. She didnt want us to have kids and them growing up to be bastards. The girl I was trying to hook back up with didnt believe me thought I was a player... to think my FTJ used to be player hater. Am I spurned into this ( Read more... )

my hotmail and live journal are both pain is a pleasure I have come to the realization that no longer is pain being a pleasure.i have sold out to survive like some cheap pop boy band piece of trash. I have turned into a prostitute in my own mind, i fuck the girl no one wants to fuck just to stay alive. Just so I can last one more day without ( Read more... )

Im bored as all fuck i havent updated this shit in a while, so quick review of whats new with my life... I have a girlfriend now that smells like trout and I am only staying with her because its better than where I was staying before, im not sure but i think my ex likes me again and I like her. so im trying to get a fucking job but places have yet ( Read more... )

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so yeah i might get a job making 11 dollars an hour working at a glass factory working 12 hour days four days the first week three days the second in rotation if i get this job it will be awesome

i havent been online in a long ass time so some of you might have been wondering what the fuck happened but i was in indiana for two weeks and now im back looking for a job, as always anyways just checking in with you all

My friend Robert gave me a home made tattoo of the Anarchy sign for free, it doesnt look that bad, god i bled like a stuck fucking pig but i got it and now its part of me, he needs to touch up a little bit of it cause a part of its too thin