I bought my first phone card yesterday which surprised the hell out of Nicole when I called her. I wish I was there so I could spend the summer with her. I love her more then i have ever loved anything. I am reducing my smoking because she doesnt like it. I finally feel love and I know that everything for everyone before was lust. God why would I ( Read more... )

Yeah I talked to Nicole yesterday and it seems that we dont talk as long as we used to but there really isnt that much to talk about between us. I think we have covored every single subject that there is to think of. Favorite salad dressing, what we do every day, favorite food, food we wont eat. I love to talk to her though. She is prolly gonna ( Read more... )

So today is Nicole and my 1 week aniversary and I am trying to reduce my smoking has a present to her. My library time is almost up and I am guessing her computer isn't fixed. I have to reduce my smoking before I can quit it. I know its only been a week but I love her so it is worth it. The librarian is kicking me off real soon. Anyways i'm going ( Read more... )

Yeah I am going with Jake (his girl friend), and her brother david to buy Swisher lights. So I dont know If I will be back online today to update this journal. Maybe, maybe not, ANyways they are bugging the hell out of me so what ever. Cant wait till Nicole calls. I have never felt this kind of love before.

Jake came back to the library and now we are prolly going somewhere to do shit. Kick Ass. Now I wont be bored until Nicole calls me. WOOOOO FUCKING HOOOOOO. Well Im about to go and i'll talk to Nicole she might of had to work since her job calls her in randomly. Anyways I cant wait till later cause I love talking to her the best part of my day. ( Read more... )

Yea Im at the library. Jake stopped by and is riding my bike around. I need shit to do. I wish something would happen or something. There is this kid next to me who is listening to Create Your Demo from Coke Music yeah the coca cola company needs to make demos so people buy their shit. Pathetic. They stole every single Musician's idea right there. ( Read more... )

I didnt go to the mall but Tommy did. He doesnt have a ride until about 5:00 ish anyways im going to go home eat some food and yeah stay up and watch the last disc of the Sopranos Season 3 Fo Deffinately

And I set this for my mood just so i could see what it would look like

Nicole is awesome. Definately the best thing that ever happened to me. If she hadn't come into my life it would have stayed a living sixth circle of hell. I would do anything to get to Wisconsin. Please don't let this relationship turn quixotic, I want it to be real. I might be going to the mall with my friend Tommy. I hope i get home and Nicole ( Read more... )

I got some sleep cause Nicole and I wanted to sleep instead of talk for five hours. She has a big day today. She is going out with friends and plans to call me at 12:30 - 1:00 god i hope the phone wakes me up. I think I'm in love. Oh yeah i need to get a free nights and weekends cell phone plan

We (Jake, Tommy and I) went to the mall to meet this girl (Laura)that wants Tommy's nuts. She brought her friend (Jackie) with her. Tommy Jake and I were smoking outside and then a rent a cop came up and waved me over to check my ID to see if i was legal age to smoke so i showed him my ID which let Tommy and Jake put theres out and claim they weren ( Read more... )