I've not died. Just wanted to post my thoughts. It's easier to get over someone when you have another person to occupy your time, but when you realize the person who now occupies your time is just a jerk it makes it really hard to get over the person you need to get over in the first place. why do i fall for the assholes in life? welp back to step
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i'm feeling angsty so i decided to write... read and comment:
It's easier to say goodbye over the phone. Tears are harder to deal with in person. It's still the voice that kills me so. I suppose an email would have been best.
Updating is generally not my thing to do but I'm gunna do it anyways. I just got back from dinner with jen and darryl and darryl's roomate lee-roy. i had fun. i didn't eat much on the count of i am sick to my tummy. i ate mashed potatoes and some cake... the cake is making me feel even worse. i should have just stuck to the mashed taters. anyways 1
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i hate you blue cheese dressing.... you caused me to have the worst night of sleep in the history of bad nights of sleep. i should have just had a salad with no dressing on it. grrrr now i must go bow to the porcelain gods.
so my heart is being torn in two directions and i don't know what to do. i never realized how one person could make me feel so damn special. yet i feel bad for feeling this way. i feel guilty for feeling special. if i were in his shoes i would hate me. i wouldnt want to talk to me ever again. but yet i'm glad that this weekend happened. it was a
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so we just hosted mu beta psi's convention. it was a lot of fun. and i mean a lot of fun. i love being a part of something bigger than me. the only down side is i met a really cool guy who actually gets me and he lives about 900 miles away. talk about not fair. not that it matters anyway. he made me rethink everything in my life and i realize i'm
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