I am this close to saying fuck it ( Read more... )

Home today! yay ( Read more... )

don't hate me

don't regret me

don't ever forget me

wherever you go

whatever you do

don't say i never loved you

"I won't ever ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me..."Today was an okay day...alright, I'm lying. It was shitty. The only highlight was embarassing my math teacher after she's attempted to humiliate me half a dozen times ( Read more... )

I used to rely on self medication I guess I still do that from time to time but I'm getting better at fighting the future Today was just one of those days...you know the kind that never ends and completely blows ( Read more... )

ARG! Fudge him. He's *not the relationship type* Yet he's gonna kiss me goodbye? *Holds middle finger high ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT! THINGS ARE JUST FUCKING GREAT RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT ( Read more... )

And you wouldn't get me on the phone and you wouldn't make me not alone Okay, last night was kind of fun. And joshie, I'm sorry I called you like a million times but boredum is a really big problem and it must be dealt with immediately. XD I hope you don't hate me now. And same goes for Justin, I left him like a million voice mails lol ( Read more... )

Tomorrow looks kind of promising, a shortened schedule and then the powderpuff football game and I get to chill with a very cute sweetheart. He is so completely out of my league, and I probably don't deserve him, but I want him and everyone's pretty sure he wants me, too. He just makes me feel so great. It's so wonderful to walk up to him in the ( Read more... )

"I'm alright, I'm alright. It only hurts when I breathe"This is all just so horrible. I'm scared I'll hurt someone I care about. Scared I'll mess up the SAT. Worried because someone I met once is suddenly in desperate need to exchange words with me...? wtf? One of my closest friends here is gone for a few months - I know, it's not that big of a ( Read more... )