- this one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption-

Okay, yay for Courtney! Well…kind of. I didn’t drink, I didn’t smoke, I was all good like…kind of ( Read more... )

alright, for those of you who have been keeping up with the tyler drama - i talked to his mother today for like 20 minutes. and we talked about a lot of things including that she wants me to come over sometime so that we can talk more - just her and i, and possibly walt (tyler's dad) all face to face and the such. and yeah, he won't be back until ( Read more... )

You'd think I'd be happy - right ( Read more... )

I am a horrible, horrible person. And some day my karma will catch up to me. Until then, I'll keep listening to 3 doors down and keep crying feeling sorry for myself with no right to.

Okay. Let's see. Last night was a big *family* fight. And by family I mean Samantha, Mom, and Me. And of course it was them against me. How lovely. Because you all should know by now that I'm the fat whore. I got pissed off ( Read more... )

Everytime I assure myself or someone else with *things will get better soon, at least they can't get any worse* I am always wrong ( Read more... )

Today started as hell. One of those days where I just didn't want to get out of bed...ever ( Read more... )

Everyone keeps asking me *What's Wrong?* *What's Wrong?* *What's Wrong?*
NOTHING!
But it's just that nothing is really right either...

"Just close my eyes ( Read more... )