Just sitting here watching my angels sleep..... I keep wondering if I'm doing things the way i was meant to... or if maybe I am failing them everyday.. I'm not sure what to think or what do anymore I feel like there should be something more than what I am.... Is this the path the lord has set forth for me? Or is the devil keeping me down?

So here it is my 33rd Birthday. I know that I am not where I want to be. I am with a wonderful man who is my match in every way I can think of. He is wonderful to me and my girls he accepts us for who we are. Which is fantastic and way more than I could of hoped for. He is my rock and my strength, my king and my anchor, He is now what keeps me ( Read more... )

well it looks like we are moving back to kissimmee to help out my brother then from there who knows i have plenty of options in different states so we will see what happens for now i have court coming up again and this time he will be very lucky if he stays out of jail. Im tired of the broken promises of help and nothing comes through so im sure he ( Read more... )

lets see not much new going on here Katie likes being back in her school I dont have to go back until march so i have some time off to work and make some money hopefully enough to get my divorce My Raivyn is just as beautiful as she can be hard to believe she will be three this year my katie will be nine and me well im not going to get into the ( Read more... )

well ok its been another year of losses and gains my 3 major losses this year were my cousin Garcie, my son Andre, and Katie's grandma Kay what a shame to have lost three such beautiful souls in the same year I hope next year will be better with fewer losses and more gains, Right now I am Sitting at my house in kissimmee listening to the kids play ( Read more... )

yay tropical storm ernesto was here the pussy he got us a revved up for nothing then he came with a little rain and a little wind what a crock and they cancelled school for two days because of his sorry a** i had two tests i could have taken but no we got faked out anyway whatever were here were fine and i coulda gone to the beach guess thats all ( Read more... )

well its been a week since my youngest turned two and i still dont feel like i should its just so hard to believe that shes two i remember when my katie turned two its seems like only yesterday but i know it wasnt we had just a small get together for her i had all her cousins come over for cake and to play I made my stuffed shells for the adults to ( Read more... )

well lets see whats new and interesting oh i know how about the fact that I found the divorce papers I needed to file for divorce online and i also found one that would call for paternity testing during the divorce and that i wrote to him about it and oh this is the charmer that all he could do was try to hurt me by saying ooh i thought you had a ( Read more... )

Our conversation uplifted my spirit i am so glad to hear you are doing so well i wish i was there to celebrate with you.. i wish the distance between wasnt so great and the time hadnt been so long since i rediscovered my self and what i had with you i know that we have alot to learn about one another still because neither of us is the person we ( Read more... )

JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING THAT I PULLED FROM MYSPACE ( Read more... )