well its been a while but i am in a good place now i start school on march 20th and my little one will start school on the same day so she will be well on her way to a grand education and i will finally picking up where i left off before i messed up my life and my long term plans by getting married twice and one day in the future i will get married ( Read more... )

Im going miss this place of pain and pleasure that i have resided in for so long but when its time to start again thats what u have to do so its what im doing ut i will miss most of all the people that have loved me through all of my ups and downs through my husbands and boyfriends and through the birth of both of my daughters. I grew up here had ( Read more... )

well its the 8th of november and we are still here but as silly as it seems i am getting more and more nervous about the move because of all the wonderful people i will be leaving behind. and today is a good day my youngest who is almost 15 months went pee in the potty for the very first time this morning i am very proud of her i just wish her ( Read more... )

well again its been awhile and things are definitely getting better i took a 3 day trip to Ft.Lauderdale this past week and got the ball rolling for the school i am going to start at in the spring. I took their placement test and passed with flying colors so i dont have to go through remediation which is good news now im just waiting to get ( Read more... )

well here again i am made out to be the bad person to make someone else feel better i should be used to being the scapegoat by now but oh well anyway i was supposed to take the girls to see his grandmother with out me i was just supposed to be ok with dropping them off and then picking them up later but the only thing is how am i supposed to trust ( Read more... )

well its been a while since ive posted here not that any body reads it but me so at least its good for me to reflect on everything that has gone on in life since i started this but heres the kicker because i never thought that i would get married again at least not to the one i wanted but we did on august first even though i was given the signs not ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do i feel lost in this never ending maze i need to find some light but there seems to be none i want things from life but i dont seem to be able to attain them it is getting so hard for me to go on im so tired of reaching out for something and getting nothing i want more for my daughters but it is getting harder for me to help ( Read more... )

well its been a while since i was on here but theres not a whole lot that has changed mom and pop are still here they are supposed to be leaving but we dont know when my other half and i are still ok but he can be so inconsiderate at times it just bugs me we had a pretty good day today but then just before we parted ways he just had to act so ( Read more... )

you know i dont understand you gripe at me because i dont let you take her out without me and then when i offer to let you .. you say no because hes taking his daughter that day how silly can you get cause if it were me i would have jumped on the opportunity but you refused so dont think your going to be able to change your mind now ... it seems ( Read more... )

isnt it a wonderful world we live in isnt everything just freaking peachy first i dont really want to be here but i am second i want to move in with my other half and cant cause we have such a hard time finding anything then on top of all that i have to put up with my family my wonderful loveing family who criticize everything i do from the way i ( Read more... )