i had a good day yesterday we went to the sun "n" fun fly in in lakeland we were able to see the day show and then ride around to see all the airplanes it was definitely an enjoyable experience but it could have been better if my other half would have been there with me he really seemed like he wanted to go but he said he was in too much pin and ( Read more... )

today was much better than yesterday today i received happy papers in the mail from the courts about my ex's case with him trying to reestablish paternity of my oldest daughter well the papers said that the case was dismissed which means the little prick wasted $255 on trying to prove me wrong and the best thing about it is that the case was ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do i feel lost in this never ending maze i need to find some light but there seems to be none i want things from life but i dont seem to be able to attain them it is getting so hard for me to go on im so tired of reaching out for something and getting nothing i want more for my daughters but it is getting harder for me to help ( Read more... )

to my love i dont like being at the end of the line when it comes to knowing things about you i love you im so sorry that today even has to happen i wish it didnt so you dont have to be in more pain than you are already in and it hurts even worse when it dont seem to bother you that i cant be there with you but it bothers me alot we should be ( Read more... )

i dont understand why we have to argue about the stupid stuff it just isnt worth it i hate arguing with you period but sometimes its just unavoidable and things happen although i cant imagine why we cant stay mad at one another for very long i love you and you know it but like i said yesterday compromise has got to be part of our relationship or it ( Read more... )

well it wasnt so bad today my job called i can now be on the schedule for work so im gonna get myself out there as of tomorrow i sat and talked with my other half and we worked some things out but not all of it so we still have some to figure out and some steam to let off i have my way to let it go but he has yet to find an outlet but the love is ( Read more... )

well my dearest love we spent the day together yesterday and even though we were all there it still felt like something was missing i know we havent been together that often and maybe its just me but i feel like our bond has been weakened and i dont want anything to happen between us i mean you had the opportunity to be with us last night and you ( Read more... )

hey its been a while but things are still ok i just dont understand how you can have a family that is only part time i want a husband who will be there no matter what or who is in my life at the time not someone who will be there for a few weeks then after someone shows up he disappears i want our children to have a full time dad not somebody who ( Read more... )

well im not sure whats going on with my other half but i havent heard from him since friday night. he was supposed to come by today and go to the store with me and spend some time with his daughter but i havent heard a thing which makes me worry that hes ok and at the same time makes me mad too so dearest if you read this by chance today call me or ( Read more... )

well today has been a pretty odd day it statred out ok then later on it wasnt so good we werent even talking to each other then he had to leave for work so he patched things up before he left but thats typical it makes me wonder if we really could make it in our own place i mean what if we got into a really big argument and he wanted to leave or he ( Read more... )