And so it begins, the blusterie breezes of winter whistle outside. And I have once again taken to blogging...mostly a result of boredom, and a pastime which , in all likelyhood, will loose its lure with the approach of spring ( Read more... )

i havent posted in such a long time...i have not written anything in such a long time actually. i guess life just got so crazy that i prefered to ignor it as much as possibe ... but i think it might be time to start dealing with stuff again ( Read more... )

im trying really hard to be 'ok' right now ( Read more... )

warning: intensely girlie, cornie rant ( Read more... )

you know whats weird..i feel really stupid and crushed.....but i like talking about him. i kinda hate him...cause i feel like he was leading me on...and i feel like a fool

but it makes me happy just talking about him....

maybe it makes me feel connected to him somehow....

i am so ridiculous.

i sorta wish school would start up again....im pretty bored im still only getting like 20ish hours a week at work...i have today and tuesday off and not a darn thing to do...i would love to take a little day trip to santa barbara or solvang...but i have noone to go with and doing that alone would be a total bust...i would also like to go to ( Read more... )

im not enjoying the transfer process ( Read more... )

..................................................................................................................i just need to get over it ( Read more... )

im trying to stay busy, not to have anymore cows...but my mind keeps turning ( Read more... )

i finally put up the mirror ( it looks like the mirror from snow white ..ya know "mirror mirror on the wall...") anyways i have ad it under my bed since sophmore year and i finally put it up yesterday...it looks so awsome in my room!!!! my room looks bitchen i did some reorganizing and found some new super nifty nick nacks...i am in love ( Read more... )