Yes, I know... I haven't written in entirely too long. Partly because sometimes you go through things that you can't exactly process into words more than WOW. But my main reason for writing today, after rolling outta bed at noon (and good goddamn that felt good!) was to send out a surge of gratitude. yes, very typical, like i'm the guy with the ( Read more... )

Well... the past week has been quite a roller coaster. "On toppa the world ma" to "why me, not again". And i have seen just how much i've improved over the past six months. Sure OCD still has a spot in my life, but it's a supporting character, no longer the name in lights. Went from thinking i've found love, to having to accept being alone for a ( Read more... )

My day (actually yesterday, since for some reason i'm still up at 3am) started with me getting up, turning on the TV and geting a great surprise. Bob Ross, painting his big ole fro out, and sending peaceful vibes to all. I think i need a tshirt with one of his quotes on it... he said "ya know, ya kinda have to be weird to be a painter." I LOVE that ( Read more... )

To start out, a basic overview of my life lately... Megan's here. SOo happy to get to see her every day. It has been an adjustment, but all change is. Sunday, we went to see Yellowcard, The Matches and The Starting Line. Sure, i was probably the oldest one there without my teenage kids there with me, but i had an AWESOME time! So much energy and ( Read more... )

Was sitting here, half talking to some friends, and thinking some kinda dessert-ness would be wonderful right now, like doughnuts, or BLUE MOO COOKIE DOUGH ice-cream. and UDF wouldn't be a horrible walk anyway, and then i was like OHMIGOD!! megan and i will be able to go on our ice cream walks again. that thought just soo made my night. i am soo ( Read more... )

Well... spent most of this morning getting ready for Megan's arrival. I KNOW i don't need to have clean towels and stuff like that, hell, she shared potatoes and ranch dressing with me. but, you know me, i have to, at least at first. so she's on her way here now... not nearly close enough, but less than 12 hours. i am soo excited. took some time ( Read more... )

I just got back from my second ever political rally. At work, the librarian had tickets he couldn't use to see John Kerry speak, and SPRINGSTEEN play... for FREE, just minutes from my apartment. the shindig started at four, i got there around 5:30, and the place already was like comfest all over again. SOOo many different kinds of people, pro AND ( Read more... )

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that maybe, if only for one day, all the good karma you've accumulated has finally been cashed in a little? like for the time being, you are EXACTLY where you're supposed to be? yeah, strange to hear such positive talk from me, i know... but today has been an AWESOME day. Got to hang out with one of the most amazing people ever in the world (love ( Read more... )

Well, not literally, but it SOO makes life better. *hears elton singing in his head* someone saved, someone saved, someone saved my life tonight... thank god my music's still alive. Anyway... listening to The Killers, courtesy of Trish. totally diggin em. very 80's punk-ish. ohhh nostalgia how i love you so. she saw them in concert a week or so ( Read more... )