it's moday night I didn't have school today, woop.

lately I've been having mood swings, one day I'm happy and productive, the next I'm likee fuckk it.

I love that kat got her license, something about driving with your friends alone is so liberating. Knowing you can go anywhere, and do it yourself. I love hanging out with my friends now. I have the ( Read more... )

I kinda wish I were back there. With sagebrush up to my knees. Waking up to a familiar soft whistle from a familiar face. Being connected with every person I'm surrounded by, by just being there with them, and hearing them. I miss it, the organization, the schedule, the challenges, the breakdowns...everything. Being able to be that shoulder someone ( Read more... )

 I woke up at 12:30 or so. I slept around 12 hours. I had a dream I was in this really deserted place, with dry grass everywhere except for rose bushes and pathways, I was riding my bike along the path. I stopped to look at the DMHS yearbook and started laughing, so I texted someone and asked them if I could do the yearbook next year and they said ( Read more... )

I went to see my grandma today, and she was crying. There is NOTHING worse in the world than seeing an fragile old lonely miserable woman crying. She told my mom she didn't want to live, so my mom is debating to listen or to keep her alive. Well, not like she would kill her. She would call Hospus, which is an organization that gives her pills so ( Read more... )

I walked through Death Valley today. I couldn't look anyone in their eyes, low to the ground, they fight to smile, to live. They reach out there hands, but can't speak. They're confused, depressed, lost in what they think they know. I keep my head down and just keep walking down the hall. It smells like urine and death, weaving in and out of them, ( Read more... )

Eh. Today sucked.

Yesterday I went to kats house. We met up with her cousin at the movies, I saw Napoleon Dynamite for the 5th time...It's just not funny after the 4th time..anyway so her cousin is pretty chill, he's from jersey, which is also pretty cool. We were watching fight club as johnny and kat fell asleep. Jordan and I stayed up talking ( Read more... )

Uhhhhhh going back in time..readygo. xD

Friday- OMG !#()*$@)#(*$@*#  me and mary went to Walmart!! haha YESH!! the whitetrash pliizaacee and it's way out in the boons. but shit I love wal mart i spent like 126$ there...but I got like...a dvd a cd pants 2 shirts a lamp, brushups, a wallet and like hella other shit it was bomb. Then we saw this woman ( Read more... )

I went to walmart today and me and mary had cramps...so we ate like...hell. and now i forgot i have to study for my permit test. goddamnit. well ill write more later. bye.

Ok i just added this new journal sooooo comment and i'll add you...! THANKS Mikaela <3 yay i <3 you forever!

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