so the past few days have mostly just been a blast. warped tour was alot of fun. forth of july was awesome. probably one of the best i've ever had. and morro bay was fun. and me and mike are totally happy. (although its not like we've been unhappy or anything) but i've noticed that as the days go by he has been getting like alot cuter and sweeter ( Read more... )

so i realize that i write in here and maybe only 1 person actually reads it and that really doesn't matter to me cuz i am writing in here for myself. to help calm my mind. and writing in hand is far too time consuming and i can't write as fast as i type ( Read more... )

so i really hate how sometimes a simple phone conversation can upset me sooo much. like i can be on the phone with him and its just a normal conversation and i say something one way right before we get off the phone and the rest of the nite i dwell on how much i would have like to say that thing 2 words differently. which sucks cuz i absolutely ( Read more... )

i hate to start the morning arguing with mom. and yea just makes me all bummed out the rest of the day. whatever. and i hope i get that job.

so i think i'm just kinda in one of those depressed mind states where everything feels like its crashing down and breaking into a million pieces. mom is definetely not helping that ONE bit and knows she has to kiss my ass now. i have to learn to be less dependent on certain people because the truth/reality is i can't be with them all the time. and ( Read more... )

yay my boy graduated tonite. but its not like there was any doubt that he wouldn't but i'm still so excited and proud of him :) and then so many other awesome close friends of mine graduated as well and i'm again so happy and proud of them. they better have an awesome time at disneyland. i love them all. yay!

so this weekend was pretty cool. by weekend i do not include monday. i really didn't think it was that much to ask 2 or 3 people to call and say hi to me. but nope it was a fucking job and a half and i still haven't heard from 2 of them. which completely pisses me off cuz they are the 2 people that i really just wanted to talk to them. like to get ( Read more... )

yay i'm still a happy girl. and loving um EVERY minute. hehe. recently i went out mobbing on the beach with mike. that was so much fun. going over one of the hills we completely left the ground. that was fun :) his friend Josh has a picture of mike jumping. but i have a pic of josh jumping.



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ahhh so this weekend was so much fun! friday nite was so much fun. :) mike asked me out again officially. that made me so incredibly happy. like you have no idea. i'm still smiling, hehe. prom was a blast too! omg, what a hecktic day leading up to a nite of fun. :) bri's mommy did my hair, me and mike got all hott and into formal wear (quite an ( Read more... )

life is good :)