All these places have their moments,
with lovers and friends I still can recall.
Some are dead and some are living,
in my life I've loved them all.

Objective:
To complete a list of my goals, accomplish all my wishes, and fulfill all my dreams within my lifetime. The ultimate goal is to enjoy my life and live every moment.

Time Limit:I have as ( Read more... )

It's cold and snowing right now. It feels like the snow will never stop coming down. It's so lonely and tragic here in my heart. I'm restless and I need you right now. Please bring the warmth back. All I do is whine and complain, who wants to be around that?! But you don't understand. I'm with myself all day, everyday. I'm all alone with my ( Read more... )

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Hey, I know u have your own life, and I’m just stupid person on the internet and shit but you’re such a nice person and I miss talking with you. I’m having a really hard time lately, like I don't even want to keep living kind of a hard time. It’s so wrong of me to even be telling you this cause you’re such a nice person and I’m not anybody in your ( Read more... )

Well then...it's been quite some time since I visited you. I need some encouragement, some motivation. I always find my way back to you, and I'm sorry for being such a neglectful friend. I know you won't leave me. When all is falling apart like it always does, that is a very comforting thought. It's 2014 now.... there are many things that I'm going ( Read more... )

I'm at a crossroads in my life. Unfortunately for me, I can never make good decisions. I have trouble just making decisions, period. What does one do when they're cornered and the only choice is to do something that will make you cry, make you bleed, make you sick? Something that will guarantee you a good, independent life but the thought of doing ( Read more... )

Smiling doesn't always mean you're happy.

Sometimes, it simply means you're a strong person. I sit here now, in a bedroom that I've had for the past few years witing a state that I've lived in for the majority of thirteen years. Everything in my life feels so surreal in this one moment.
"You're going back home," they say.

"You'll be happy."

Will ( Read more... )

People often blame love, and believe that is what causes the pain.

I disbelieve this theory.

Disappointment, neglect, ignorance, insensitivity, cruelty, and resentment causes pain. Love is what cures all those things, and make us fly. Love makes us feel as if we were never broken in the first place. The only problem is that I'm not able to hold onto ( Read more... )

It hurts so much...

I barely made it out of bed this morning. I can't face another day like this.

I'm single.
Time to just do me, and keep doing me until the day I die.

No more deluding yourself Bonnie.

Looking back on the things I've done....

Sadness is beautiful.

Loneliness is tragical.