i have a huge moral dilemma. i have found the new saves the day album online. do i download it? or not? and if i do download it, do i listen? out of respect maybe i should just call the whole downloading process off. but, then again, out of my insane love for their music i want to hear it. no. i will not bring myself to listen to their music before ( Read more... )

how am i not myself?

please check out my new song on myspace everyone. it is called 'i cant think of anything.'
just click on the link above 'user info' that says 'where we go from here' and it will take you to my site. thanks :)

i am playing a coffee house at the firehouse in bedford on saturday. it starts at 7:00 pm, and it is $5. i will be playing a few covers (out of reach & the way his collar falls) and a few original songs. it would be nice to see you there. so please come.

"music, whereas it so often exalts our minds and seems to speak of worlds different from and better than ours, it nevertheless flatters only the will-to-live, since it depicts the true nature of the will, gives it a glowing account of its success, and at the end expresses its satisfaction and contentment ( Read more... )

i hate the dentist. so much so that, from now on, anyone i ever meet who is training to become a dentist is no longer a person in my eyes. i simply dont care how much work and intelligence it takes. dentistry is a waste of my time. first of all, i know whether or not my breath is bad or my teeth aren't white enough. thanks for the information, but ( Read more... )

i was getting ready to be a threat. i was getting set for my accidental suicide; the kind where no one dies and no one looks too surprised. then you realize that you're riding on the para-success of a heavy-handed metaphor and a feeling like you've been here before. you have been here before. then, a word washed to shore: sovay. all along the day. ( Read more... )

i got home this morning with the sun right in my eyes. there was no warning as it took me by surprise, and it hit me like an act of god, causing my alarm. i had not become a cephalopod; i still had legs and arms. and today was supposed to be the day that molecules decide to change their form - the laws of physics lose their way. youthful ( Read more... )

claire told me tonight, "jacob, you have to love yourself before you can love anyone." thank god for claire's refreshing honesty. she added, "you can't rely on love to make you stronger." and how right she is. this is something i let wander off out of sight like an ambitious child from a bad parent ( Read more... )

there is an acoustic coffee house-esque show at the firehouse in bedford that i will be playing at on march 12. im not sure of the details as of yet, i was just asked to play it tonight after work. but i would love to have some people come out and support me. the last show had a nice turn out for my set, even though i was the only acoustic act ( Read more... )