i'm so glad to have had the chance to talk about things with you, it was lovely like you don't know ( Read more... )

oh great, here i go again. i'm stuck in this rut, and i'm not sure how to begin; should i tell you everything? i'm feeling out of luck, so i won't see you soon because i know it's too soon for you to see me. if it's the last thing you do, just tell me that it's okay for me to have these feelings for you, and it's normal to want to call you. oh, i'm ( Read more... )

okay so tonight i finished recording my ep something nice about something else. i've been working on this cd for almost a year, and many many songs have been scrapped because i continue to change a little bit of my style. and i think i've improved from last march when i set out writing as where we go from here ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt you called from costa rica, the place you've been the last two weeks. you said, "i miss you, oh sweet boy, will you come down?" i woke up to my cold sheets and the smell of new jersey. when do i get to wake up to you? today i cant forget i've got these open wounds. it's such a drag, i can't forget you've gone. my ribs have ( Read more... )

i'm more than ready to leave nova scotia. i need time away because i feel very alone and i can't be happy that way. i don't like how i treat my love. love is everything, and i fear if i don't learn soon then i'll have nothing; nothing worth calling something anyway. i'll try to make this short; long emo posts aren't my style [anymore]. when i go ( Read more... )

holy fuck. i am flying to vancouver on the 20 april 2006. guess who is playing in vancouver on the 23 april 2006... saves the day!!!holy eff, there is no way i am missing this show. i will kill myself in the woods if i miss seeing saves the day when they are so damn close. i dont care that i'll be alone. i need to see them more than anything right ( Read more... )

wow. joel plaskett rocked the pavillion ( Read more... )

i start tree planting in bc on april 24, which means i need to be there on the 21 of april.
so thats it then. im leaving for british columbia and alberta on the 21 of april.

im going to ride this plane out of your life again. i wish that i could stay, but you argue. more than this i wish you could've seen my face in the backseat staring out of the window. i'll do anything for you, kill anyone for you. so leave yourself intact, cause i will be coming back. in a phrase to cut these lips, i love you. the morning will come ( Read more... )

today i read goethe's faust: part one, and shakespeare's the tempest.
both were excellent, though i favored faust. anyone read anything good lately?
i want to start a book club.