First, name 20 people you know ( Read more... )

I've been realizing a lot this week. One, I do get homesick when I'm somewhere unfamiliar, and sometimes a little uncomfortable. I am not alright. My mind is still connected back to him, even if he doesn't feel it. It's hard to not talk to him, or try, since talking to him usually fails because of his fucking apathy. The drive was long, the bus ( Read more... )

He goes in and out of my thoughts. I'm fine as long as I don't have time to think.....

I don't want online friends. I want my friends to be real. To hang out with me, be my buddies who go out bowling or mini golfing with me or stay in and play board games, or watch a movie with me.

The end of every term, I think I feel lost. Even if I know where I'm going. Right now I don't know where I'm going at all. Tim and I are "on hold," I don't really have any concrete summer plans, I have no motivation to finish what I have left to do, and I don't want to pack. I want to fix things between me and Tim. It's all the is on my mind ( Read more... )

I really want to say Fuck you Bennington and drive to Joanna's right now. And then hang out with JOanna and Erica and Kat and Alan. I like friends.

Almost....there ( Read more... )

I have to say....this is pretty amazing...there will be real words soon. I might explode.

Let's just say

I love Brian Schultis.

PS Cello...sometime