it kinda all started really on thursday. After being sick for so long i decided to go out before i went balistic. No one was awake. Finally a friend of veras picked up. I met him once with her but ya know. I got there at 2pm and left @ 2 am friday. 2 am from sylmar! during the drive i caught up w calls from the early afternoon. 5 weeks , no ryan. ( Read more... )

bored again.... sitting here now...ahhh... I cleaned up my room a little today... ahhh... saw nicole... amaze.. 18 on sunday... amaze.. gave her nice prez... had lunch.. watched video and mundo2..... picked her up and drop her off... ahh... been to northridge a few times 2 day.... plantz are all good... the radishes look amaze..... must wash dishes ( Read more... )

i wook up at like 7 am.. agg.... talk to mom for a min.. back to bed, well tried. 9:30am get up and dressed and out the door and off to stancia.. made copies of income tax... went and stood in line at the post office... came home... got back into jammies... watched mundo2 and that brings us to the current time.... sitting here.. bored out of my ( Read more... )

well... I got to see byron last night at long last even though it was for only 20 minutes.... but he always makes me so happy so any time with him is wonderful. He always makes me feel so good about myself. I donno... Its funny, I've known him for so long and never really thought about hooking up with him or anything. And one day, he ran into the ( Read more... )

i'm excited to finally go out. I love seeing mowgs shows... hope it goes well.... I'm excited to go with Wesula too... Its always more fun with him....

today was okay I guess.. i spent 4 hours crying wanting to die. then I went to sleep till 1230pm went out at 3pm to target with my mom and um got a bakers rack... fun... that was my day.

well I did nothing today. I sat. I thought. I cooked passover dinner. Today sucked. I have a head ache. ahhh.