im on vacation with my family and i really want to have fun but its not that easy. its so hard to be myself around my parents. ill make a joke and they think im serious. sometimes i feel like they are just waiting for me to mess up again. im nicking soo bad. ive never wanted a cigarette so bad in my life. but im trying to be strong and resist. its ( Read more... )

today is a shitty day. my mom took off w/ my car again. jennifer is at LSU. my dad took off with his car. so im home alone and so many more things are upsetting me. i cant let got of all the shit ive been through and no one seems to completely understand. its hard to be strong on a day like this. i was in my room laying in my bed crying and my dad ( Read more... )

AHH LIFE IS SO CRAZY. NEW THINGS. NEW IDEAS...ALL IN MY HEAD. HRM. INSPIRATION HAS STRUCK AND I HAVE THE MONEY TO ACT ON IT. OHHH SHIT YALL BEST LOOK OUT CUZ ITS COMMIN. *giz giz* um yea. its kinda that exciting anyway. anyways. im goin good. i hope your doing good too.

i feel distant confused and lost. i dont know what i do or dont want. i dont know what to do or not to do. i lost my job. i never hear from certain people anymore. people tell me things i dont want to believe. i love all my friends even though they bring me down sometimes. parents will never understand. i miss my gramps. i feel polluted, tired and ( Read more... )

oh man this weekend was awesome. full of crazy things. show at the darkroom = awesome. ashlee simpson concert = awesome. after concert = awesome. .. yea i would say everything was awesome. anyways. yea. im moved back in and im working at bronco construction. no i will not be wearing a hard hat or hammering any nails into anything. i do office stuff ( Read more... )

okay all you freaks in the world.
Friends only

sd;lkgjbns;dkgjha;ergn.,n! im bored! its saturday and i am beyond bordom! someone save me! hey hey hey...guess what!? 19 more days till i am 18! woot! anyway. um...shea. florida in 26? days. Destin for spring break. ohhh yea. u jelious? hrm?? anyway. i am sick. doc said it could be pnemonia. but what do they know. aw my lil sikes just called with ( Read more... )

hheeellloooo world. how r u? oh man last night was a most excellent time. filled with coloring, eggrolls, jingleing wallets, and black guys in white jackets who pull underwear out of their pockets. oh and of course a bangin red mini-van. woot woot! ...yeaaaa. anyways. alot of ppl are gettin better. it was so weird b/c it seemed that everyone ( Read more... )

oh man today was there. school is so rediculious these days. no wonder so many ppl drop. i dont blame them at all. algebra III is stressing me out beyond repair. grrr. i hate denham effin springs. its full of nothing but hoes and rednecks. but not everyone. im so glad i have the friends that i do. ya kno...the kind that dont bang their family own ( Read more... )

this weekend has been fun. friday i hung out at patrick's house. we played battle of the sexes and watched some comedian guy lol. it was great. saturday i woke up teiling myself that it was going to be a good day. no matter what. then i got into a fight w/ on of my friends. and decided im going to paint all day. tthheeennn sikes, steven, and blake ( Read more... )