today was semi-productive.... i made my poster, finished my essay, watched friday, and cleaned my room, along with talking to kelly for almost the whole day. i guess it was a good day, considering i am grounded. i love kelly. mmmmmm.
i think i am going more crazy.. i watched 'the basketball diaries' and it made me cry a lot..... and then after that i started thinking a lot, which could only lead to bad things. i was shaking.... and i can't stop crying. that's what happens when i am left alone for too long.. i really need to talk to kelly to cheer me up...
i've been thinking a lot... i really want to work at camp this summer. but that mean's i will be gone for like 2/3's of summer.... so i'm not sure. it was REALLY REALLY good times though...... who knows. i really want to though.