i want to play in your strawberry fields, my love.

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ok if you love me go here:

http://www.freeiPods.com/default.aspx?referer=10140881

help me get a free ipod and get yourself one too while you're at it. it's not a hoax either.

why can't you understand that i want more than anything to be able to feel loved by you. but the feeling isn't there. it hurts to be this numb.

sometimes you don't even want to move a muscle and just let things be.

we're finally in california. i don't want to be here. i feel so fucking nauseous. i see your face in everything. everyone that walks by and every passing car. so many horrible memories. so much hurt and despair. i just want to kill this pain inside of me. i want to slice my fucking heart in two-the one on my wrist, not the one in my chest. remember ( Read more... )

i've gone through so much these past few months and now i can say that i am honestly happy. never before have i felt this loved. the understanding and support i'm getting from family and friends is unbelievable. i don't feel so alone in this world anymore ( Read more... )

breathe easy.

i'm back to where i started again...only this time i REFUSE to let my heart be broken. i really need to start learning from past mistakes instead of having history repeat itself over and over and over. whether a crime has been commited or not, no one should have to feel the way that i feel right now. it's too hard to love someone you know you'll ( Read more... )

picked flowers can't survive forever and everything can be forgotten. cheers to the unlovable.