I AM: slightly confused, and thinking about food.
I WANT: my thyroid/heart/whatever to be normal so i can get some f-ing work done.
I WISH: i was more engaged in my project about apathy. HA. the irony.
I HATE: that people i love are unhappy.
I MISS: lots of friends! oh summer.
I HEAR: rufus wainright!
I REGRET: starting this project. maybe?
I LOVE:   ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhh. i can't write right now, or at all lately, and i dont want to be making this film anymore. i just don't. it's not going well and i'm so sick of shooting things and editing things and technology and logistics and emailing people and being brushed off by the john edwards campaign people who promised to help me and watching my really bad ( Read more... )

i can not get out of here and away from my parents fast enough. 3 days til the journey begins. thank god for the beach tomorrow with speed and pari, and then i-bar and sleepover at speed's. i'm getting in bed and trying to read.

i'm not sure what to think about how completely different my two lives are.

So what freaks me out about graduation (even more than the loss of some really cool people i would have liked to have more time with) is simply the fact that this means i am a senior now. i know i probably will be ready for a change by this time next year, i've been a bit more antsy since italy anyway, but god it's going to hurt so f-ing bad to ( Read more... )

what, what? it's almost over... yessssss. and by almost i mean one exam and 2 writing portfolios. But the exam is done tomorrow morning and then the worst writing done by friday and then packing up and finishing my thesis portfolio by monday! so close. mixed feelings about summer plans. but it'll be good. can't wait to move into the house ( Read more... )

omgggggggg . great night with my creative writing loverrrrs. crazy . good. party at cc's. why are they graduating all of them? why. whhhhhhhhhhhy. hhhhhhaaaaaaaa. had to write someone,

thought i'd do an updated version of this because i enjoyed it before ( Read more... )

don't get excited by this random posting. although, i know no one will, because i'm pretty sure johnna is the only person who uses lj anymore. just logged in for once and felt like doing this survey for some reason ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to be a teacher really badly. sometimes, like now. but i'm not sure i'm made for it. or i really really want it. and the thought of me actually being in charge of.... that scares me to death. but something about learning has always been at the center of my being, and giving that to someone else, someone who maybe doesn't have much ( Read more... )

Can we talk about how amazing The Last Kiss soundtrack looks. everyone must look at it on itunes now. rachael, aimee, rufus, fiona, ray, to name a few!

also...starting to get freaking excited about italy...as evident in my random outbursts tonight...