All I want is freedom.
A world with no more night.
And you, always beside me.
To hold me and to hide me.

I sang that today in voice. It made me really depressed. Pictures later. Maybe.

This is my messy room


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Lately, everything has been bringing me down.
Like the world is having a feeding frenzy.
And everyone's taking turns tugging at my heart and ripping it from piece to piece. If that didn't sound emo, I don't know what does. It's not even that I'm depressed really, because I'm not. There are just so many things coming in my way and punching me in the ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed to the point where I'm pulling my hair out ( Read more... )

So I just figured everything out ( Read more... )

Honestly, I could never express into words my pure hatred towards you.

So this afternoon I was thinking. I have really bad trust issues. I think that's why it's so difficult for me to open up to others and comfortably tell them what's on my mind. I'm so scared of becoming unhappy, that sometimes I just induce unhappiness upon myself because I worry about it so much. I often wonder how long people are gonna be around. ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the more fun nights I've ever had. Me and Lauren went to Shawn's and chilled with all the guys. Too bad a slut, a sell out, and a fat ass came to ruin it. Pictures down there

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I feel so groggy, and sluggish lately. Maybe it's something in the air. It seems no matter how much caffiene I consume, I am still overwhelmed with fatigue. Lately, I have been worrying. About certain things, or certain people. And wondering what it takes to keep them around. And if people care about me as much as they say they do. School is ending ( Read more... )