[1] I committed suicide ( Read more... )

Well... Alot has been going through my mind.. Past flashing.. Mistakes resurfacing.. Future visioned.. I have so much to look forward to.. But I can't help to feel like I am holding myself back.. I can't really explain why.. I keep thinking about "what if", "where would I be", "what would I be doing", "who would I be with" and "what would I be ( Read more... )

Hey there.. Yeah I know it's been FOREVER since I've written in this thing!!! Now I suppose is a good time to start.. Yeah.. START.. That's my new word.. For the rest of my life. This year has been crazy so far.. At the beginning of the year, I came down to Florida to visit my daddy.. And had a blast.. We really didn't do too much, which was ( Read more... )

Hey there ya'll!!! How is everyone?? I'm alright.. I can't sleep so I decided to play with this a lil bit.. I might change somethings.. we'll see ( Read more... )

LONG TIME NO WRITE ( Read more... )

Hey there all! WoW it's been so long since I've written in this damn thing! I've been busy.. Not to mention puter problems.. But anywho! This past weekend I had a blast!! It was my family reunion.. On my daddy's side. IT was soo much fun.. Friday my daddy came up.. He had a run (he's a truck driver). he had to deliver in Rochester first thing in ( Read more... )

Hey there all.. There has been so much going on this past week.. I know I know.. I haven't written in a long while!!! But anywho-z.. To get on with my good news! Mindy--- My lousy dept manager! No more!! WOOHOO!!!! I don't know exactly what happened but it was on one of my days off!! DAMN IT! I was there to see or hear the facts.. But I guess ( Read more... )

Well Hello! Haven't updated in awhile!!! Nothing really new here actually.. tomorrow I have off.. Thank god! but I do have a doctors appt.. wish me luck!! I have wayyyy too many problems!! I'm kinda tired.. but I'm not! Tomarrow morning I am going to watch kayleigh and then go to my doctors appt.. and I think me and steve are going to a movie.. ( Read more... )

Hey there all.. Yesterday I actually did somethin!!! I pulled steve outta the house to go grocery shopping.. That was nice.. The ride is real nice. We went to springville to the supercenter. I didn't take us as long as it did the first time we went down. But it's a nice ride, scenery! we spent like 260 bucks.. LOl and I only got a 1.81 discount.. ( Read more... )

Well that pretty much sums it up! I had one boring ass day today! I was supposed to babysit my niece, which I was looking forward to. I had to wait for Steve to come home in order to do anything. We're down to one car. I had to go to Wally World to give my doctors note to the personnel manager, and had to get my prescriptions filled. O boy, I am ( Read more... )