well, so much for healthy. last week i decided i would start eating really healthy and very small portions. a friend of mine lost like 30 lbs in just a couple monthes by eating 3 small (i mean TINY) meals a day to keep her metabolism high. well, i thought i would give that a try. well, i had one packet of instant low sugar oatmeal for breakfast. ( Read more... )

so last week i found out that a 2nd friend in 2 weeks has died. im feeling sooo depressed. ive actually been so ive felt to lazy to do anything. all i can think about are my friends ive lost. ive found myself b/ping only i dont 'FEEL' like going through the excitement and effort of purging it all back up. does anyone ever feel that way? has anyone ( Read more... )

So i was just wondering....... for the times that you actually PLAN a b/p, how long does the whole process for you actually take. from the time you start binging to the time you start purging?? like for me, i hurry up and half chew my food before i go throw up, because im scared my body will start absorbing the fat and calories. does anyone ( Read more... )

so, like i stated before, im in the army. and yesterday i was talking to one of my head sergeants and i was telling him how i wanted to loose weight. he told me about this weight loss center that gives you a supply of needles, and supplements. the pills you take twice a day that supresses your hunger and the injections are like every week i think ( Read more... )

hey everybody,  i am new to this site. (hince, why i dont have a pic yet) well, to tell a little about me and where i come from, here we go ( Read more... )