i wasted a good 6 months of my life on someone so not worth it.

im happy now, i'm happier than ever, really.
i love living with sarah.
distance sucks, christmas is coming soon.

babbby babby babbyyy :)

i'm scared.

I'm content with the way things are going lately.
I'm having alot of fun.
Things need to stay good.

i'm not dumb,
i cant let myself let you fall back.
im second, thats all.
this sucks. today i was really like fuck it.

4th of july was an absolutely perfect day. from the moment i woke up to when i fell asleep. =]

i went to the beach today.
my stomach has a little bun burn, but that's it.
two weeks ago, i was a fucking lobster.

i want this to fit.
i hope.

things have been horrible this month.
i'm over mostly everything.
i've never been so miserable and stressed out.
i've never been so confused.

i cant fucking trust you.
so many people are telling me not to be your friend.
idk what the fuck to do anymore.

carissa and brandon are coming over tomorrow.
then im coming back home.
tomorrow stina comes home finally,
and then gramps' with lu stina and chris.

Uxwontxnoxballss: don't cry over some guy he's just 1 guy think about it. it's really pointless
caitlincarneyyy: yeah truee.
Uxwontxnoxballss: he's just some prick who doesn't know.

dskjdflsjfds
trueee.

maybe one day i'll be able to call you baby again.
and maybe someday we'll be happy again.

im in barnegat.
my mother thinks something bad happened last night,
shes only concerned when i cry.
i'm going to school in upstate newyork
with cristina, hopefully i'll like it,
because,really thats what i need.
tomorrow im hanging out with carissa and

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