I havent posted on here in ages, but I'm uber stressed and thought writing it out may help. A few months ago I went to the rheumatologist because my fibromyalgia pain was getting bad again. He pretty much blew me off and didn't understand why I was there. He had some blood drawn and sent me away telling me to have my regular doctor deal with it ( Read more... )

I have shingles. My face looks diseased. I'm now on strong antivirals in an attempt to get rid of the shingles since I have a compromised immune system. This is not good considering they make one dizzy and confused and I have a paper due at 8pm thats only halfway done and my poster for the conference I'm going to next week is about 10% done. ( Read more... )

bah, its 1:24 and i'm still awake! i start classes again today damn it and here i sit wide awake with a plethora of thoughts running through my head. so much to think about lately. chris, friends, work, classes, family, dieting, becca's wedding, research, the future and then cycle back through again and again and again. i wish i could just shut it ( Read more... )

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ok so sometime after the end of this week i'll be going back to monmouth for awhile. i'll probably go back and forth a couple of times over break. i'm also maybe going to nebraska sometime between jan. 3-8th to see my awesome friend leah. i was going to take my pets with me, but i hate the idea of dragging them back and forth through the cold. ( Read more... )

the wii is possibly the coolest system ever. i'm in love...really if i were to have a wii i would really never need the company of a man at all.

i'll actually post more about my break later, but this pretty much was the most important part ;)

I'm leaving in about an hour to pick my dad up at the airport on my way back home. I'm excited because tonight I get to see Ry and Mikey and Brandon. woot woot! Then I get to see my momma and eat food tomorrow. Yay pie! I think Friday I'll be lounging and probably go see my great grandma and do some work on my research. Saturday I think my mom has ( Read more... )

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I'm so glad this week is over! I was leader of paleo seminar this week, then I had to lead discussion over a paper in morphometrics the next day and go clean our new storage space at the oakdale campus, and lead vert. paleo reading group on friday. there was lots of stuff in between too ( Read more... )

so last weekend dan gave me one of his tarot card decks. its pretty much the prettiest deck i've ever seen. i've been having great fun with it. i finally gave myself a reading on sunday. i usually don't do that because i don't think i really interpret things well when its myself, but i thought what the hell. in a nutshell it said that my life ( Read more... )