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people
You just don't give two shits about me -
together
Right now I'm typing this post while listening to The Script's The Man Who Can't Be Moved. I used to hum this song when I helped you pack your things up from your boarding house cause you were moving out. This song also reminds me when you were mad, I couldn't contact you, and I kept sending you so many apologetic messages saying how sorry I was ( Read more... ) -
sometimes...
i just don't know what to do. like right now. alone, stuck, you name it. it's funny when i just got another anonymous message telling me how i write poorly. i never claim that i'm good in writing. writing has always been such a difficult thing to accomplish since i took academic writing. i know i'm not good at it. i just.. don't know why would ( Read more... ) -
heheh
i don't think you need me. you always say you want your freedom, you're tired of 'reporting' your activities. that's why i'm off. i'm away. i'm giving you what you always want. -
thank you
Thank you Arctic Monkeys, The Strokes, YYYs and Karen O, The xx, Jonsi + Sigur Ros, all of my 7,380 files of music collections for supporting and accompanying me through my hardest times. Thanks for being my only friend when I'm alone and no one wants to be with me. I don't know what will I do without you guys. -
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when the person you love the most starts doubting your relationship.. that's when your heart starts dying slowly, in pain. -
updates
By the time I type this post, I'm wrapped in a brown, thick blanket cause it's so cold tonight. Bad things happened, not many good things approaching. Few days ago my debating kids offered me to join ALSA, one of Indonesian prestigious parliamentary debating tournament; I was like "Are you guys sure?" cause apparently I'm too old to join such ( Read more... ) -
tired
I feel quite tired of crying and realizing how I have no one to run to when I feel devastated. Why do I have to feel this way by myself, alone?
I just want someone to care. -
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You people. Do anything you want to me. Mad at me, upset at me, accusing me, label me as failure, hurt me, ignore me, leave me. Do anything you want to me, I don't care. Noone cares about me. No one. -
help
Sometimes we realize there’s something wrong with us, but we can’t even cry for a help. Maybe we can, but we don't have the courage to ask for help ( Read more... )