hm this is one of those contemplative updates again. sorry, but i promise it won't be as long as the last one. so im studying for my ap test tomorrow, and i look at my old best friend's profile: "I live for the nights I'll never remember, with the friends I'll never forget." ya know, in a way, that really hurts. You see, I used to be best friends ( Read more... )

OMG! I had a great weekend that I will never forget. I looked at the face thingys at the bottom and I couldn't find on to describe how I feel (Please note change in emotion from last entry). For all of you who don't know, I just got home at 1 am from William and Mary (RyRy... or should I say Patrick's college). It was amazing, I had the best ( Read more... )

I know things could be a lot worse then they are... cause they always can be worse than you think. but i am just so annoyed right now. at everything. it feels like i don't have anything thats mine or anything i can count on and no one to talk to well brett... but he doesn't understand some things... hes a guy. soccer is the only think that i have ( Read more... )

school--> eh im getting used to it... not too bad... a lot of work though... math sucks going to get a deficency!

soccer--> we're def in a rut... we lost again... 2-2... we're not playing like a team and like we used to... we need to get that back but i don't know how

friends--> katy slept over last night... we've been hangning out a lot lately ( Read more... )

Damn guys! no school tomorrow!! 6 day weekend! thoguht i would be bored but im not. went to the mall with katy today to get homecoming dresses!! tried on... no lie... at least 25... the lady called us the picky girls! i was like well! these picky girls are payin your salary!! i really would have liked to tell her that too! tried on a few prom ( Read more... )

okay... so despite the fact that i still have to study for ap, study for math, do vocab cards for lit, and read more for ap and its 10:45... i felt it necessary to update.

so i just got off the phone with amanda. it was great to finally get a chance to talk to her again about everything thats been going on. shes a great person and im so glad she ( Read more... )

i am so0 bored! last night me mikey and martin went to see alien vs. predator. it was okay... considering i usually don't see like those kind oF movies. it wasn't that bad though. i had practice today froM 10-1 (1:16 according to jamie) and it was hoT as hell! most of us practiced in our sports bras and it was soO gay cause cars would drive by and ( Read more... )

i am SOOOO bored! i messed up though... the one above or below isn't mine... its joanna's cause i copied the list thingy from her...

last cigarette: cili cook-off
last kiss(es): max
last library book checked out: don't look behind you
last movie seen: i,robot
last book read: don't look behind you
last cuss word uttered: don't remember
last beverage ( Read more... )

last cigarette: veronicas party ( Read more... )

hey guys! well my life... is okay, i guess... compared to the two people i am with right now. it is 3 in the morning but i can't sleep. i have to stay awake. ugh this sucks! well actually im not that tired. the eagles have been doing speed training... we've done it twice! and it sucks! i am sooooo slow! ah so we had it today at 10 then we ( Read more... )