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for a little perspective
originally put this in the firbo community but wanted it here as well for friend, or kind insightful passerby ;), input-
So I figured you all might be the best to ask about this thanks to all the personal experience wealth here in the community.
I am hoping to move in with The Boy in a couple months (yay ;) That's the awesome news.
The bad part ( Read more... ) -
oh joy, I actually spent my stimulus check
and here I thought I might actually put some of it into savings. ha!
unfortunately it went toward medical expenses -for just the month. and nope, I didn't do anything other than the normal routine. ridiculous.
and it doesn't even cover my monthly insurance costs.
here's hoping that in a few months current treatment cost will reverse sky rocket ( Read more... ) -
hippos are nicer than hips
so my hips, the outer parts that require being laid on to be on ones side, are being beyond feisty again. they normally are tight and sore but not to the level where i am like princess and the pea about anything that comes near. it makes it impossible to sleep if you can't lay on one side or the other for more than a couple minutes. if i am not ( Read more... ) -
and even still
it amazes me of how some people in your life can know you and what you're going through fairly well AND still have no idea ( Read more... ) -
permission
If i ever veer so much off the restricted diet, taking things almost daily i know I a) shouldn't eat at all or b) should only eat in limited quantities then I want you all to slap me across the face or hit me very very hard. even if I tell you, that;s ok, i feel pretty awful anyway so this won't make much of a difference. whatever i say, I am ( Read more... ) -
well I never
ever ever ever have been so happy to be back on a treatment ( Read more... ) -
Dearest Deep Ass Pain,
I did not like you at all the first time around.
It is highly unnecessary that you came back, much less in full.
Please please please leave now and do not come back.
I will forward your things left in the camp you so unkindly set up in my ass, spine, pelvis and lower back.
I mean it. Go! You are not welcome here.
-Kelly -
my no good misreable day - it turned out all right
despite feeling the worst I have in probably a year or two, I feel ok. well at least now, last night was something else entirely but thankfully made it past that with the help of someone I love.
on Wednesday I woke up feeling so incredibly awful, not sure if I could make it through my day, no idea what actually caused it and hurting in places that ( Read more... )