i cant believe the last time i worte in here it was may ( Read more... )

hehehehe, so i have had one of the greatest weekends and school is out in 11 days! fuck yeah ( Read more... )

right now is wonderful!
i just ate a waffel because peter and tyler were making them, and sirovy's door was open so i ate my waffel on the grass. and umm...hmmm i have after school today. i do not want to go but i have to finish this! oh well im actually doing really really good this quarter and last!

okay so i didnt dye my hair cuz mainly i dont think i am even blonde anymore cuz my hair has grown a lot but not blonde! hehe oh well, i cant wait to see my sister on her birthday! she is going to be 11 on tuesday! i remember turning 11, that was when i went to webster. ewwy school. gotsta see a cousin about a hockey game so im out, oh yeah julia ( Read more... )

its been six weeks now and all that comes to mind is that liz phair song, you know the why cant i breathe whenever i think about you? yeah that one it always makes me cry and its weird because after spanish is enough i dont want to cry anymore but at least i have laura and jonathan, god damn, i hate him for seducing me..im going to try really hard ( Read more... )

so the sweethearts dance started 10 min.ago and i cant go because why? my dad is at a funeral and he feels that i shouldnt go because i was being rude ( Read more... )

ok so i've been noticing i writen in this a lot lately but today while i was sitting at home being sick and miserable i figured out many things. a lot of he time when i try to get over some oone i pretend like i am and it helps a little...(bullshit) but there is still two people that im still pretending for and it bothers me. oh yeah before i go to ( Read more... )

so today was absolutly the worst day ever! i didn't get to school til the middle of second hour cuz i felt sick and then jen made me take noah to school and then she made ride the train to school and i did not feel good at all. and today i gave keely back all her stuff and compleatly broke down! i try to never cry at school but it was so hard! why ( Read more... )

aaa-ha! i win because i have chondromalacia patella (runnners knee) which is oddd cuz i don't run but still this means i just need lots and lots physical therapy and not sugery! i win!i really don't wanna go to school, actually i wish i was bigger and then i'd love to go to school and kick her ass but sadly im not big.

FUCK YOU ALL!