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If you want...
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The gracelessness of anger.
I've always been explosive. It's in my genes. Between my brother & I we have enough to level a small country. We've learned to keep it in check as much as our stressful lives will allow. But today, and probably for the past week, any slight dis-satisfaction leaves me ready to fight. And just now, not five minutes ago, I completely ( Read more... ) -
LOVE
Me & a friend of mine were having a long, deep discussion on the vast subject of love. My stance on the issue is legendary in the fact that I do not subscribe to the notion of unconditional love. She insisted that love is too mystic & unifying to have conditions. So I decided to ask alot of the people I know what they believed love to be. ( Read more... ) -
RAW
Today I need help. Extra large print, soft words, smiles, compassion...LOVE. Speak to me slowly, & if you have bad news, keep it to yourself. Make me a cup of tea, tuck me into the big beautiful couch, pop in a Disney movie & hold my hand. Just treat me with kid gloves. But above all else, get me the fuckout of this useless office. If I ( Read more... ) -
Nirvana
On the subject of relationships I’d like to elaborate the fact that freedom is a must. Just recently, Eric & I had our first ‘fight’. There was no yelling, plenty of heated discussion, & no hate. The topic of this argument, for lack of a better word, was travel. Specifically travel to far away places & visiting long time male friends. Now, I’ ( Read more... ) -
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in february, i met up with j & e for the first time in ages. we had a spectacular night and for months afterward i would send messeges and make calls. my attempts at another night out went completely unanswered. so i took them off of my friends list and deleted their numbers from my phone. why bother? the warm fuzzy feelings were quite ( Read more... ) -
The good, the bad, and the ugly
I'm in a relationship.
That means we argue about everything, from jizz cleanup to money. Sometimes I wonder why I stick it out and keep trying.
The only explanation I can come up with is that I have never met anyone better. And probably there IS NO perfect man who'll be money-wise, domesticated, handy, quick, and just the right shade of brutish, ( Read more... ) -
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A friend of mine told me I was a "good manifester ( Read more... ) -
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So I figured I'd try to get back into this, but the damn thing is so difficult to manage! Everything's a fucking guessing game. I've been tooling around w it for the past fucking hour! But whatever, I like how it's turned out ( Read more... )
