so yesterday i had lunch with my friend dani ( Read more... )

i hate school and im really bad at it.
I have a summer job so thats a check on my list.
so many more to fill.

i have so much more to learn.

 level 10 hung over. possibly still drunk. scratch that. definately still drunk. not good. last night was fun though. room spinning. back to be it is.

This week has been so much better already. Just the fact that my bio test is over is amazing relief. I got a B which is amazing considering i got a D on the first one. Amazing improvement. The weekend was hectic and dramafull but fun all the same ( Read more... )

I am so overwhelmed ( Read more... )

 so the weather looks shitty all week and that always makes me sad ( Read more... )

 tonight after everyone left eddie's me and sam went to the diner we talked for like 4 hours.

I've never hung out with just him, it was fun.

Im glad he doesnt think im a stupid whore =)

I just woke up.

And in my dream you were holding me, it felt so real. and when i woke up i could still feel you there. the weight of your body next to mine. i didnt want to move. i just layed there for a while, wishing it were as real as it felt.

then i moved and it was over.

miss you <3  

im posting from the library because this is where i live ( Read more... )

to let go of the past.
I wrote this back in september, i wrote it for heather who wanted to use me as a reference because she was writing for a paper for a class.
Its a little long, but i think its interesting, and i think it gives all the answers that i couldn't say out loud when people asked.
its been a long time coming but here it goes...

So I guess ( Read more... )