I gained I think at least 15 pounds.
But I honestly cant tell at all.
My belly is a bit chubbier, but that's about it.
I fit all my clothes the same.
My pants are still a bit loose fitting.
It's ok.
I'm ok.

I'm eating like a pig everyday though, and it's fine.
I swear it's fine. I'm getting better.

So. I never went back home.

I'm happy here, in his arms.


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Fuuu uck me.
Today is the day of the day we've been waiting for.
And we both are so excited.

I AM EXCITED. I WILL BE IN HIS ARMS TONIGHT.
TONIGHT.


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First off, the things I write in my journal are not for you.
This is a place where I write down my feelings, what happend to me in my day, shit like that.
It is not to grab attention from anyone.
It is certainly not for any of you to feel sorry or pity or worry over me.
So stop assuming I'm writing down shit for your attention.
I'm writing down my days.
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I wish I could type something other then complaining about my weight and how I gained back 3 pounds from being forced dinner yesterday ( Read more... )

Did my hearing test today, I think it went pretty good.
And I put my a.d.d. form in also. So I'll be hearing the results on both of those monday, hopefully.

I am so tired all the time.
I really just want to sleep right now, but I dont want to waste my day away...
But then again...I'm not doing anything at all.
We'll see.

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Ahhh, I feel so good.
Dont ask why, I just do.

Just had the best weekend ever, or well I should say for the first time in a long time.
I went to Battle Creek, and spent it with my best friends.
Got drunk with my old roomies friday night, but the best day was spent at the tattoo shop on saturday with Chris.
After which we went to his new house with his roomie (one of the tattoo artist's) Andy, and ( Read more... )

He ordered the ticket today. $287. Yikes.
I printed out the shit I needed too, to give to the airport on the day I leave, yadayada.
Then 5 hours later...I'll be there...infront of him. Holding him.

On another note, I'm going to see Chris and Eddy tomorrow. <3
I'm excited, I havent seen my boys in so long. I need this.