this is ausome

Obviously this situation has messed my head and emotions up in ways I never thought would ever happen to me. And I hate it and hate myself. I need to go away for a long while. That can't happen now, unfortunately. I'll have to wait til late April. I may try to arrange something for right after Godspell, but still.... I'm losing myself. I'm ( Read more... )

Add to it all, I got this email from my baby (yes.. email):

"Dear daddy you rock and love you and i will for ever.

you make me feel so good in side"

At least there's one deep loving female in my life that loves me.

Made me weep.

Life is better than I'm even feeling. I must realize that.

WHAT
A
HAPPY
NIGHT!!!!

NY GIANTS SUPERBOWL CHAMPS!!!!!

YESSSSSS!!!!!

Wow... it's so nice to be smiling so big and my heart full. May not be love, but FUCK!!!! THIS IS GLORIOUS!!!!

AND I CALLED IT. GIANTS BY 3!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

IT'S PEANUTBUTTERJELLYTIME!!!!!

OH HAPPY DAY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


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So, today is my day off. In celebration of MLK Day. It's kinda funny that I get this day off and not Columbus Day. That just cracks me up. Anyway, so I have a day off, the purpose of this day off is in celebration and rememberance of one of the greatest men ever to live on earth. So, what do I do ( Read more... )

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Well, we've gotten through the week and we're both alive and not hating each other. Well, not too much. heh. Honestly, we haven't spoken about anything thoroughly other than scheduling issues. She's joking a little w/ me and we can shake each other's hand and give an amicable hug. Not bad, really. And the little Diva is doing quite well, ( Read more... )

What Umar Means
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Love never claims, it never gives. Love ever suffers, never resents, never revenges itself.

-Mahatma Gandhi, 1925

I really should have some userpics to express melancholy and/or anger... maybe I just errantly didn't see a reason to. well... a pirate will have to do ( Read more... )