california, my precious dear, how can you do this to me? you have to let me go.

if i could grab you by the shoulders and shake you, i would. "i belong to nobody, i am free as i can be." this is not the time for glamour, this is not the time for faith. now is when we drop our swords and run the other way. pick me up for future reference. put me down where i belong. let me kiss the burning pavement - i've been away from home ( Read more... )

i burnt my tongue on an african sunrise and now nothing tastes the same. i forgave you before you thought to ask.

there's an awful lot of noise floating in through my window and i'm finding it hard to focus. not that i have anything to focus on, really. i'm ready to hear those first "i was followin" notes and ready for the chills to go runnin up and down my spine and ready to smile until it hurts again. i can't decide if the reason this weekend was hell is ( Read more... )

this news could be excellent or terrible depending on who you are and how you take it, but i think i may have just gotten over it. completely. as in, i've regained control of my limbs and my emotions and the rest of the summer won't have anything to do with the gospel choir.

today was the first day of what could be the longest month.

i have the sudden urge to chop off all my hair for the one simple reason that at this particular moment everyone has long hair.

i am supposed to take calcium supplements every day because i am a weakling, but i kinda haven't been taking them. so i hurt all the time where i guess my bones are falling apart.

summer is scooting by real quick like it always does. the shoe store job is interesting, although six-hour shifts give me the worst cabin fever, worse than wednedsays in the villa. but there are the shoes to look at, and the anticipation of checking my phone at the end of the shift because no matter how slim it may be there is a chance that ( Read more... )

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