[Fanfic] Insomnia; Chapter 10

Aug 27, 2009 16:09

Title: Insomnia
Chapter: 10/??
Past Chapters: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09
Pairings: KyuWook, YeWook, KiSung (later on), etc. (other minor pairings).
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: Kyuhyun and Ryeowook were a happy and lovely couple until Ryeowook fell into a coma. He wakes up and doesn't remember a thing about Super Junior. Yesung has been known to have a crush on Ryeowook. He's overjoyed, yet broken inside to know Ryeowook has no more memories of them. He takes this time to go on ahead and convince Ryeowook that they were lovers. Problems arise in Super Junior thanks to Yesung's doings. Kyuhyun can only do so little to help Ryeowook try and remember, but he knows it's almost impossible. Ryeowook knows Yesung's his "boyfriend", but he doesn't understand why he doesn't feel any love growing towards the man even when he does so much for him. Will he ever regain his memories and realize that Kyuhyun's really his love?
Author's Note: Wee~ Aren't you guys happy? I'm back with ANOTHER update! (: I was able to write another chapter today, which is good~ I hope you guys enjoy this one too! But there is more angst in this one I believe, but who knows? It could just be me. xD I also changed my writing tense to present tense. I realized I write so much better this way~ 8D Anyways, go read aways~ This is my last update for awhile, probably. >.< But we'll see what happens! ^^L

For the next few days, Kibum and Yesung hardly talks to one another. When other members ask Kibum why he doesn’t come out to spend time with them when he’s on breaks, he tells them he’s busy with his script and doesn’t want to be bothered. It’s weird he says that because he’s memorizing the same old script every time they ask and it’s almost worrisome.

When they ask Yesung why he’s been drifting off to his own little world these days he answers, “I’m just tired from our packed schedules.” But the funny thing is, his schedule hasn’t been all that packed; just performances, Star King, and sometimes radio broadcasts. Many of them are beginning to notice the weird atmosphere between the magnae and hyung.

~@~

“Yesung…?” Ryeowook calls his name in a slight whisper.

Yesung looks up from his book and sees a nervous Ryeowook standing not far from the door and his bed. His heart jumps a bit at the sight. He’s so cute. Ryeowook tries to avoid eye contact.

“Umm… c-can I ask you something?” The eternal magnae stutters his question adorably.

Yesung manages a chuckle. He extends his arms out towards his boyfriend and waits for him to cuddle next to him in bed. Ryeowook looks up a little and goes to settle next to Yesung, arms hooking around one another.

“What is it?” Yesung asks.

“I... I wanted to ask…”

Ryeowook is unsure if he should ask his question or not. He wasn’t sure how Yesung would react, so it scared him. What if he doesn’t want to talk about it and gets mad? Yesung already knows what Ryeowook wants to ask, so he doesn’t want to wait.

“Just tell me, Wook. I promise I won’t get mad if it’s about Kibum.” Yesung says.

“Promise me?” He says looking up at him with shiny eyes.

“Promise,” Yesung nods.

“Okay,” the magnae sighs, “what happened between Kibum and you?”

Yesung knew this was what he wanted to ask him, but he frowned either way at actually hearing it come out of Ryeowook’s mouth. He isn’t sure if he wants to answer because he doesn’t want to lose Ryeowook, or at the most, hurt him.

“It’s nothing you need to worry about.” Yesung says with an assuring smile.

But Ryeowook doesn’t buy it. He wants to know what made those two avoid each other. Why everything they use as an excuse made no sense. Why they won’t tell anyone about this problem of theirs.

“Please, tell me. I’m worried, Sungie…” Ryeowook murmurs sadly.

Yesung smiles a little more and tightens his arms around his boyfriend. He places a gentle kiss on top of Ryeowook’s head and lingers there for awhile.

“Everything is fine, Wook. Trust me, alright?” Yesung whispers into his hair.

“But…” Ryeowook is about to lift his head and stare at him, but Yesung speaks.

“Shh, don’t talk about it anymore okay?”

Ryeowook sighs and gives up. Why won’t he tell me?

“Okay,” Ryeowook nods. At least he’s not mad.

~@~

Kyuhyun takes a seat at the end of Kibum’s bed. Kibum ignores him and fakes focusing on his stupid script. Well, it’s not stupid, but that’s what he thinks of it right now. Kyuhyun notices Kibum trying way too hard to focus on his script and thinks it’s time for him to find out what Kibum did.

“Hyung…?”

Kibum let’s out a quiet maniac laugh and drops the script onto his lap.

“I told him, Kyuhyun. I told him I love him.” Kibum says pathetically.

“Oh hyung…” Kyuhyun replies.

Kyuhyun moves over to his hyung and offers him a hug. Kibum willingly clings onto Kyuhyun’s shirt and cries.

“Why did everything have to end up like this?” Kibum sobs. “I’ve always been with him, Kyuhyun-always. But why does he only see Ryeowook? How come?”

Kyuhyun doesn’t answer because he can’t find any words to say to Kibum.

“I’m so sorry this had to happen. Maybe if I hadn’t allowed them to convince me to come home, none of this would’ve happened.” Kyuhyun says.

Kibum clings tighter and more tears come.

“I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’ve read this script over so many times I automatically know my lines. But… this will never be as much as the tears I’ve cried every night, since I told him my feelings, Kyuhyun.” Kibum mutters.

“I’m sorry, Kibum…”

Kyuhyun holds his hyung because that is all he could do for him-for now anyways.

~@~

“So that’s what happened…” Eeteuk nods.

“I never expected Kibum to actually confess to Yesung, man.” Eunhyuk says with his eyes wide.

“Me too…” Siwon agrees.

“Who told you to spy on Kyuhyun and Kibum anyways?!” Eeteuk directs his question to Donghae angrily.

“I didn’t mean to,” Donghae pouts, “I was just walking by and then I heard them talking, and, and it just happened!”

Eunhyuk immediately embraces his fishy and shushes him because he has tears in his eyes.

“Don’t yell at him, Eeteuk. You know he’s emotional.” Heechul defends his dongsaeng. “Plus, you should be glad he overheard them because now we know what happened!”

Heechul had his arms crossed over his chest. Eeteuk sighed and rolled his eyes.

“I guess you’re right,” their leader says.

“I feel bad for them.” Kangin says with much pity.

“Pssh,” Heechul scoffs in disbelief, “Even for that bastard?!”

“Heechul,” Eeteuk warns. “Don’t forget Ryeowook’s still here and he knows nothing about this.”

He didn’t want Ryeowook to walk in on them having such conversations. If the eternal magnae does, they’d be ruined and everything would become messed up. Therefore they must be extremely cautious when he’s around.

“I don’t give a damn if he’s here, Jungsu!” Heechul yells.

A few gasps are heard about in the room at the use of Eeteuk’s real name coming out of Heechul’s mouth. It meant Heechul was furious.

“Calm down, Chullie…” Hankyung says.

He grabs Heechul’s arm and tries to pull his lover to Siwon and him, but he only resists and pushes his hands away.

“Heechul, don’t…” Siwon says dangerously.

“That bastard is breaking us, our family apart! Don’t you guys understand?!” Heechul cries in complete madness. “I don’t understand why you guys are still shadowing over him! He hurt our younger brothers!”

“No, Heechul. You’re the one that doesn’t get it.” Eeteuk argues back.

“What?” Heechul glares at his leader.

“We’re not shadowing him. We’re shadowing Ryeowook. If we don’t act normal around Yesung, you know very well things can get out of hand. How would we deal with it then? Are you willing to fix everything if we decide to show our true feelings towards Yesung,” their leader questions.

Heechul doesn’t answer because he knows the elder’s words have a lot of truth in them.

“This… is a bunch of crap.”

Those were Heechul’s last words before he stormed off down the hallway. The next thing they heard was a door slamming shut. Eeteuk felt wetness in his eyes, but he wasn’t about to break down in front of his fellow members. No, you can’t cry today. You must be strong for them.

“…Hyungs?” Ryeowook comes into the room suddenly.

All their heads turn to see a confused Ryeowook standing not far from them. Eeteuk sighs and prays that Ryeowook didn’t hear anything from their conversation.

“Ryeowook,” Eeteuk breathes.

“What’s wrong with Heechul hyung?” Ryeowook asks. “And why does everyone look somber?”

Eeteuk smiles shakily and blinks away his tears.

“Heechul’s just mad at us for not reminding him to go to the gym today with Jay from the Trax.” Eeteuk lies.

“But… but I heard you guys yelling?” Ryeowook says a little unsure himself, and turns to look at Kangin.

“Haha, it was just Heechul blaming us and us trying to apologize.” Kangin plays along.

Ryeowook nods in understanding, but still feels suspicious of everything.

~@~

At night, Ryeowook decides to go and check up on Kyuhyun.

He knocks on the door to Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s shared bedroom.

“Come in.” He hears Kyuhyun’s voice from the other side of the door.

He grins to himself and opens the door. Kyuhyun was on his laptop like always. He closes the door behind him, and he doesn’t notice how Kyuhyun rushes to close something on his computer screen.

“H-Hey hyung,” Kyuhuyn stutters nervously.

Ryeowook gives him a funny look.

“What’s with the stutter?” Ryeowook asks.

“Huh? I didn’t stutter!” Kyuhyun protests.

“You did too,” the eternal magnae giggles as he speaks.

“Whatever~” Kyuhyun brushes him off.

Ryeowook giggles some more before walking over and taking a seat right next to his “favorite” dongsaeng. He peeks over Kyuhyun’s shoulder.

“What are you looking at?” Ryeowook asks.

“Oh, nothing much; I was just watching some covers of our songs and dances.” Kyuhyun lies.

“Hmm… Is that so? Because I see no window showing videos~” Ryeowook teases.

“I was doing that before you came in!”

“Mhm, sure~” Ryeowook says in a singsong voice, as he pretends to take a look around the room.

Kyuhyun laughs a little and opens up a new window to search things up on the internet. Ryeowook just watches.

“I’m not tired yet and since Yesung’s probably already sleeping, I don’t want to wake him up. So… can I stay here for a bit?” Ryeowook asks with puppy eyes.

“Let’s see, Sungmin went out to eat with the other guys and they probably won’t be back till late, so why not? I don’t see why it would be a bad idea to have you in here.” Kyuhyun smiles warmly down at Ryeowook.

“Oh goodie, goodie!” Ryeowook beams with joy. “Thanks Kyuhyun! I love you, my awesome, cute dongsaeng!”

And he squishes Kyuhyun against him in a tight hug. Kyuhyun feels his heart pick up pace and he’s blushing. He’s hugging me again! And he said he loves me. But when Ryeowook’s hug gets a little bit too tight, he decides it’s time for him to let go before he suffocates.

“Uhh… H-Hyung? You can let go now…” Kyuhyun insists.

“Huh? Oh, yes! I’m sorry, Kyuhyun~” Ryeowook panics.

He quickly pulls away from Kyuhyun, and they’re a little awkward. And Kyuhyun thinks, Hah, just like the last time…

“It’s okay, hyung.” Kyuhyun smiles again.

Ryeowook’s heart flutters and he feels butterflies in his stomach. He ignores it and makes himself comfortable on Kyuhyun’s bed. He lies down and hums a tune unfamiliar to him, but soon he realizes Kyuhyun’s singing the same tune he’s humming. So he stops and just listens to Kyuhyun’s deep soothing voice.

(click here: Tim - Lullaby)
Nunul gamgo duroyo jago giphun sumsori
Maumnohgo shwioyo ine mannayo
Jagun jagun kumneum
Soriobnun bamneum

Jogum jogum udgo ine johun kumul kunabwa
Negen kumiji norul barabonun ironpunggyong
Goulgathun nimosubi negen jonbuya
Hosugathun noui pumi naui jibiya

Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~
Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~

And before he knows it his eyes are falling shut, and he’s asleep beside Kyuhyun on his dongsaeng’s bed. When Kyuhyun’s done singing Ryeowook’s favorite lullaby to him, he looks down and sees the boy fast asleep. He smiles sadly, and brings a hand down to caress Ryeowook’s cheekbones gently and slowly. He grabs a part of his blanket and places it over Ryeowook and tucks him in a little.

“Goodnight, my love…” Kyuhyun whispers quietly to the man sleeping beside him.

He turns his attention back to his laptop and reopens the folder he closed earlier when Ryeowook came into his room. Once everything in the folder finishes loading, he takes time to look at the pictures all over again. They were photos which contains him and Ryeowook. There was one where they were holding hands and were looking into each other’s eyes. Their eyes showed so much love for the other it hurt Kyuhyun. I miss us…

He looks at a few more before looking down at Ryeowook again. He slowly and carefully bends down to place a small kiss on Ryeowook’s forehead.

“I’m still waiting, Wookie.” He murmurs.

aww, isn't the ending sweet? *squeals* i had so much fun writing it~ kyuwook is awesome! no yebum action in here really, but we did get to see some sj action, yes? comments<3 i'll try to update as soon as i can! (: btw, if you guys have never heard Navi's song "Heart Damage", you should! it's an awesome song. the lyrics are also so meaningful and strong. a lot of inspiration. ^^

yesung, chaptered, romance, ryeowook, fanfic, kyuwook, angst, kibum, yewook, kyuhyun, kisung, insomnia

Previous post Next post
Up