I miss you...
Everything little things brings back a memory...
Any every memory is amazing...
If I could go back, Id go back to any night with you, any day with you...
You made me so happy...
It kills me I have to wait four long months...
Why do we have to live so far apart?
Why do you have to be so perfect?
This is killing me...

Im glad I have you back
But its almost the end of the year
Im not ready for this to be over...

What do you do when the person you depend on for happiness is suddenly not there?
You have to learn once again you cant depend on anyone but yourself...
And that is a depressing thought
I need you....

SO I havent posted in a million years. So much has changed since the last time I posted... so much. Unfortunatly, not so mch for the better ( Read more... )

Last night... was amazing. The kinda night where you come home and you cant stop smiling, the happy dance kinds of night. The kind when, when I think about it today, I get butterflies. This was a night I had been hoping and waitng for for so long. I havent felt that way in so long ( Read more... )

I love my friends and family at home, and I do want to go back... But I could hardly stand being back for three days, how am I going to make it ( Read more... )

Why do I have such a nack at getting into such complicated situations with guys ( Read more... )

So I was getting over it, letting him go. But now,I dont even know. I did not expect the events of friday night, thats for sure! Gah... we both know ther is something there. It felt so good to talk to him about everything.. but it didnt resoolve anything. It doesnt seem like its ever going to be what I want it to be. But sadly, even what it is ( Read more... )

why are things amazing one night, like better than ever. And fine the next night. Then worse than ever now? What did I do.. I dont understand. Fuckkkkk
I havent felt shitty like this since I left glengarry, I dont want to be back to this.

So there is this boy ( Read more... )