So apparently I am crazy. I had this seinor project presentaion, and I thought it would be easy because I was going to talk about my career in comic art and animation. But it was awful. My seinor class is horrible. They were all bored and unintrested. Oh god it was embarresing. I got so nervous I started rambling because I did not know what to say ( Read more... )

Oh gosh, I have so much to do it seems I will never see my friends again. I am trapped in a self made prison of home work and my oly escape is to do it. I am just so stressed all the time. Grrrr. fuck. errrr swear word! I am so frusterated. These made-up princes are starting to fall apart, I guess they never really held me in the first place, but ( Read more... )

I have not felt the gigantic feild of opertuinity in too long. I keep thinking this will be it and it keeps falling through. I just want something to have promise of a large future, with trillions of opertunities, but it seems that none can understand. I think I am getting ahead of myself ( Read more... )

Dispite this mornings promise of an awful day, it wasn't that bad. I mean I lived through it and I am pretty content at the moment. I am taking this Graphic Novels class, which is awsome and I am so happy about it. Lots of notes, but they are all intresting. eh....things seem so melow lately it is making me nervous. Oh but the next two weeks, such ( Read more... )

I am doing a presentaion on Bono's new fashion line and how africa needs are help. I am excited about it, seeing as I amnot friends with many people in my CWP class(not by my choice...or maybe it is), anyways they just donot like me. So I am eager to see what they will think of my 15 minutes presentation. I am going to go take a nap.

there was a thunderstorm last night and it is sunny but cold today on my sweet little island. Although I have many friends here it seems I don't have anytime to hang out with them because I am too bust filling out paper work to go to Pirate Art school next year......On a diffrent Island. this is my last year at homeland and I don't have anytime to ( Read more... )

It is sunny outside. Not warm, but at least sunny. It gives me hope that things will get easier but also makes me nervous because summer is closer and summer means deadlines. Oh its like a huge monster following me everywhere I go, I have all this stuff to do and its driving me crazy. Grrrrrr.......I need a vacation. which is funny because this is ( Read more... )

today had such promise to be such a good day and it sucked ultra. How totally unsatisfying. meh.
Oh and the weather, it is teasing me, when is it going to be sunny outside? It was sunny in one spot in my back yard today, but that was the only place. and my back hurts. Complain.......
I miss Robbie.

and when everything finally settels in to place, we continued to ask ourselves "what was it for?"

my love handles hurt, I am sick and it is rainng outside, i am haveing a perfectly awful day, but I am still in a pleasent mood. and I am pretty sedated. plus I like it when it rains, its a comfurting sound and it smells nice ( Read more... )