I don't write in this.
I don't blog.
I don't give a shit.
But I need to write, and I need it to be somewhere where someone might care.
Because everyone needs to know about Matt, and I feel like talking about him keeps him alive... kind of.
I also don't know what to do with myself right now, I'm devistated and just need to... write.

Matt was my supervisor ( Read more... )

mexico = best experience of my life.

i go to mexico in less than 12 hours.
i'm in panic mode about getting on a plane.
this is not going to be cool.

turns out that was enough rum...

and I don't feel shitty at all...

but what the fuck happened?

please, baby jesus, do not let me remember tonight.
let that much rum on an empty stomach be enough rum.
i'll actually be so happy if i wake up and wonder why the fuck i feel so shitty.
it'll be a million times better than how i feel right now.

does going to the gym count as a date?

where does the entire male population James come up with this shit?

"You don't do a lot of weights when you go to the gym?"
"...No. I'm all about the cardio for soccer."
"Well you should come with me next week and I'll teach you a thing or two about weight lifting"
"uh, sure, I guess that would be sweet"
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holy 'hi i over-react about everything' batman.
some people are just dumb sometimes.
school was pointless today.
probably why i didn't really go.
except for english.
evidentally this is important.

Why does life always have to be a lesson ( Read more... )

somedays i just hate everything about living.

p.s
i'm stoked that you do such a wicked job of taking a stellar day and totally ruining it for me.

p.p.s
cut out the last 2 hours and the last 2 days have been pretty much the best ever.

bitchessssssssssssssssss ( Read more... )