yeah so. i dont even know whats going on in my life. i will let you know when i find out.

i wanna make my own dicisions but i have to wait for yours first. 

 Everyday i have to wait. that is the worst pain in the world to me ( Read more... )

i am so stupid.
crazy me. crazycrazy
. 

 I am with bworrrddd. spent the night there last night.
now we at my house
PHOTOSHOOTTT and dinner and mall.
=]

uhm. i dont knoowww anymore.
u confuse me.
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At first i was hella bored. cleaned.
then went to manchester and stayed with crow and his groupies. haha
really. really. fun times. i am exremely happy right now haha.
but i have bad feeeliinggss something might go wrong.
i hope not, i will be a good girl. ;]
then home.
and now.

noowww.... i feel. BLAH!
lol.
i want something.
and i wish you can give it to ( Read more... )

I am so bored.
i do not want to be home alone anymore.
i wanna leavvveee.

BAHHH!!!! 

April 8th 2008, you have been long awaited.
press rewind. play.

I am mixing my past and my future. I am going to be the person i used to be with my exprience now. I believe i am a far better person now. I am done with my problems. finally. I let them all go last night. Refreshed, better, and new.

I am exremely happy.


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i dont want to wait. and the more i think about it. there is only one good reason, to me, that keeps me from wanting to wait. and its not even a good reason. I need to slow down my thinking.

I think i want this more then you. 

I never ment to fall inlove with you. infact, i started off hating you.  You werent what i wanted and you couldnt give me enough. Yet we still ended up stuck. I am going to miss you, because i really thought i needed you. I dont want to say goodbye and i do. I hurt you. I didnt mean to. The only thing you can do now is to not forget me and i wont ( Read more... )

 got to work on my car all day.
now relaxe time.

and tommorow i am going to a car show
=]