Well i took my little driving thing friday, kinda sucked. but i get my license on the 16th so everything is worth it.

Right now, i feel extremely weird. i have ALOT of emotions. but over all i like them. The biggest one to me is the confusing "like" feelings i have. i dont know what i want out of it, i just know i like someone, kind of alot. I am ( Read more... )

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Friday. was scapegoat. the actually show was BAD. but the people there were amazing. i am starting to get really good friends at my skool!!! its amazing.

BUTTT. i got to talk to mel since 32855098 years. Our talk was good. That girl has alot to say. haha.
Then. This 14 year old kid like was stalking me.
And Lauren, oh lauren. Her family is fucked up ( Read more... )

Today i rode my bike alot. haha.

figured since i am getting my car soon i wont for a long time.
but really, today was fun. i got to see beccca and now i am going to see a movie with lauren.

and kyle randomly started to txt me again today... i dont know why. i think he wants something.

Today is 15 months. I dont know if it fully counts because of the "off and ons" but to this very day I have never once stopped loving him. So, I count each one.
I dont understand why god has put me through all these different paths and lead me to meet so many different people. But one day i will. I have such odd thoughts lately that are adding up ( Read more... )

 
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I am still inlove with manuel. and i know i am young and the reason why i been ranning away is because i almost dont believe it.

but i know.
and i think i always will be.

he has never hurt me.

i wish i didnt have any feelings involving liking boys more then friends.

one day i am going to became like that and no boy will EVER get my heart.

stupid feelings.

i only put my hand on his knee.

i dont know what to do anymore ( Read more... )