the similarities strike me as attractive
which is kind of ironic
(i like myself that much?)

still on the fence
probably will always
be on the fucking fence
fucking the fence
(ruined for all future lovers)

pulling on this love jacket
and walking on this line
running on this heart track
and sucking away time
clearly you wanted nothing more
hurrying past all lovers
under bridges and over steps
til you forgot all others
ever failing your promise

maybe one day you'll see
opaque vision shattered
long awaited and
lusted for
your mourning of what mattered

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perception changes as time does
you are just as fucked up as i ever was
if not more

i've gotten past it all
(on a conscious level)
have you?

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yes.

so if we're not mutual friends, there's no point anymore.

you believed in me
when my legs opened and closed
and you found me
laying in the tub

wicked smiles
and devilish spouts
they laughed deliciously
when the water turned on

you turned away
when they opened once again
i felt a frown form
because you refused my gift

why run now?
i know
now it's because
drunken clowns come crawling
ever so close to your head
xenocide, kill all those different (kill all those insane)

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