It was soothing to hear the birds chatter and chirp.  She realized she'd missed that sound until it registered.  Then it also registered that it was 11:55pm.  Wait.  What the fuck?

The road was quiet, everyone already home, already at their destination.  So quiet that all the trills and birdsong came through even clearer than in the morning.   ( Read more... )

animal crossing cross pollination

why do i feel like crying all the time

cute face masks

breonna taylor

acab origin

animal crossing fish

animal crossing new horizons fish

marshmallow test

tips for willpower

how do i get motivated

how do i get motivated when i feel like crying all the time

how do i stay motivated

how do i stay motivated and not ( Read more... )

In the fourth grade, my friends had one of those Slam Books circulating (essentially every IGstory list-about-me meme you can think of, but in paper form), and it was so cute and so fun!  It was probably a Sanrio one, I remember those clearly; you always wanted to have a "good" sticker and not end up being the snail, or something.  Boat?  Anyway.

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I'm building a mystery.

"What happened?" I keep repeating, as I scroll through pictures of endless smiles, feeling like a creep, but also feeling like if I just go a little further down, I can pinpoint where things "went wrong."

I want to be rude and ask "what happened?" outright- to him, to her, to my friends who know them, to the friends of ( Read more... )

I really hate to admit that this is the most relaxed, happy, and comfortable I've been in years.  I am not joking.  I am sorry.

After a particularly busy start to the holiday season after Thanksgiving, I told one of my bosses "Dude, I can't do this anymore.  If I don't quit, or take a sabbatical, I'm gonna lose it."  His chill demeanor was enough ( Read more... )

so.

i could have gotten an a in my english class.

if i:
didn't procrastinate
actually did the revision work (ties in with first reason)
did all my work
did not skip class

all of these are very good reasons, and very obvious reasons.

"I feel like i can do anything right now"... yeah, but not with me ( Read more... )

so i went ahead and broke up w/ my boyfriend again. and by again, i mean, i broke up with him 12 days ago, but kind of nulled and voided it on cinqo de mayo, when i blacked-out drove over to his house and sobbed about how i "couldn't do this anymore". and then he kept on hanging out w/ me every day. and i let him. and he wouldn't address the ( Read more... )

everything used to be more fun six years ago.

believe me, i know.

i've read my old livejournal entries.

i can't tell if it's me being sick, or my nerves that've given me a case of the jitters today. my face DID feel like it was on fire earlier, so maybe it's just the sick running it's course. i can't think of what would make me anxious. except everything that ever happens to me ever ( Read more... )