it makes perfect sense that the one time in a long time that i update this is when i'm supposed to be researching for a paper, right? right
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i know exactly what you mean when you say you've been pushing away your grief. i did that for my cat and when i started to really accept it and come to terms with it, it crushed me. i have NOT stopped crying, and things keep reminding me of her and if i think about it too much i will burst into tears. im sorry to compare my cat to your grandparents, but i was too young to know what was going on when all of my grandparents died, and i fully and truly think of tiger as a member of my family that i loved for over 13 years and will continue to love forever even though she is gone. i hope you can cope with your grief better then i could, heh. i think she is a big part of the reason i had my little mini-meltdown and did all the drastic stuff. i dont know tho, heh. anyway, i love you panda :)
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