As I write this, it's been like, 5 months since I last posted something in here, and even longer since I posted something visible to everyone. I guess a lot of my feelings tend to be pretty personal that I put in here, so almost everything goes in a friends-only entry... and who knows, maybe by the end of this one I'll feel like this one should ( Read more... )

Heya, I just finished my Intro to Film project here at EOU. I decided to do a music video, and the song is "Late Goodbye" by Poets of the Fall. Some of you may know the song as the ending theme to Max Payne 2. For those that don't, Max Payne 2 is a computer game that's done as a film noir graphic novel. So the song is kinda dark and brooding, ( Read more... )

I was just reminded of a time when my mum almost got a traffic ticket because of me ( Read more... )

You know... it's interesting how many times I've felt this way. "This way" being that.... there are so many people out there who could so easily be my friend if they weren't trying to be my enemy. That fascinates me, that I would almost be willing to like people who are so willing to dislike me. I guess I try to understand where they're coming ( Read more... )

I miss my friends...

I posted a hell of a lot more in my GamingForce journal even though no one reads it. >_>

My best friend of all time is coming to see me tomorrow. OR ACTUALLY, LATER TODAY! Yes! YESYESYEYSEYSEYSEYESYSEYSEYSEYESYEYESYSEYES. I only get to see him once a year, TWICE at most. You can understand my anticipation ( Read more... )

I wanted to let everyone know that a lot has changed since my last few posts and furthermore that I tend to write in here only when I feel like crap and it's late and no one else wants to listen to me. And as such, most of the stuff that's in here is pretty self-centered and really sad and that sort of thing. The thing is, I need a place to put ( Read more... )

I was date raped last Monday, and I told my friend Dogmatix Man all about it, so I figured I might as well post it here too ( Read more... )

I was encouraged by my mum to write a journal entry about some stuff, and I'm finding it impossible to sleep tonight so I figure now is a good time for it ( Read more... )

Last Saturday, I kinda-sorta tried to kill myself. Obviously, it didn't work. Dratty.